Monday, June 02, 2008
i know no matter how many times i said this
i'm still stuck in this cycle
it's like never ending
everytime it happens
but it's alright
atleast i can make myself feel better for the time being
i decided to not care
since i care
nothing happens
i might as well not care
just walk away
look at the bright side
i'm no longer being dependent on people
or rather
i'll find someone else to dependent on
i can do it
i would do it
i'll make it
i'm deciding if i still wanna organize the steamboat
it's like i organize
so what?
i have to clean and organize
on my own
i just wanna go out
have fun
my week is kinda pack
which is good since i dont think i wanna think much
today is my only off day
tomorrow fyp then camp
wednesday work
thursday teppanyaki in the afternoon and celebration at night
friday work
saturday work
sunday would be my rest day
or should i have my steamboat that day
it's like i dont know
i feel bad
i havent been spending much time with rasQ
i'm sorry rasQ
wishing;
15:01
