Monday, June 30, 2008
old already!!!
it's like damn tiring for me
wonder why
haha
it's like just my usual work schedule?
and i'm dead at the end of saturday night
which is like WOW!
i totally just reach home at 3++
fell on the platform by the window in the living room
and slept there till like 10 am?
and i havent even showered
zZz
woke up to shower and slept again at 1?
hahaha
all the way till i woke up for dinner
haha
damn tired even after all the sleep
i can feel my body aching when i move
haha
i need to do more exercise!!!
hahaha
which means work more!!!
hahahaha
no matter what
i'll keep my promise
to what i say
i'll try atleast
to deliver my end
because i still believe
unfortunately
trust is fragile
belief is brittle
faith is low
i hope honesty will boost all 3 :)
because i still believe
wishing;
15:20
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
i feel so stupid
sitting at yishun mrt
crying while waiting for jade
it's not like you care
it's not like you'll bother
it's not like it's anything to you
i sat there
tears rolling down non stop
all because i gave you another chance
and you disappoint me
again and again
talk about following my schedule
talk about asking for another chance
it's just all talk to you is it not
why did i bother giving you this chance
knowing at the end that i'm still going to be disappointed
i dont usually tear in front of people
yet i did it in front of jade
all the till i met junli
even now i can still allow my tears to roll
ask yourself if you have any sincere friend
wishing;
18:28
Sunday, June 22, 2008
stayed over at azimah's place on friday
before that went clubbing?
first time
not exactly a good experience
not exactly the worst either
haha
the music was fine
the size of the dance floor wasnt
anyway worked yesterday
jade was working
so fun
long time i havent been working with her
so good
anyway work was okay
hahaha
anyway i'm lazy to comment about other stuff already
i just came to update my blog a little
shall go clean my house
and scream at rasQ
coz she likes playing with the vaccum cleaner -.-
she had her shower!!!
smells so clean now.
wishing;
15:45
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
decided against going to work this morning
after the little bit of hu ha yesterday
spend time with cc better then flying to town for 2 hours
so i had matt replace me today
decided to find replacement and enjoy my day rather then sulking half my day away
went teppanyaki yesterday with cc
that was after my fyp in school
which i was late
coz i overslept
anyway
after teppanyaki
we went to get the tickets for kungfu panda
phew
i nearly typed hello panda -.-
anyway the teppanyaki guy was like bias against us
gave us freaking small portions
so ended up
we bought popcorns and nachos for the movie
it's been awhile since i last spend on a movie like this
haha
anyway
kungfu panda rocks!!!
seriously
yesterday's history
tomorrow's a mystery
and today's a gift
that's why it is called present
hahaha
i encourage all to go watch
hillarious
boing boing boing
you know i wanted to watch that show
i asked even before it was out
but guess who ended up asking me for the show
not you
gee why am i not surprised
yet i'm still hopingi hate myself
wishing;
18:43
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
been working
am tired
working
sleeping
like a routine
oh well
i'm broke
i dont know why i even come here
thought i want to update
but now that i'm here
i dont know what to say
what am i to you
i can answer you immediately
you cant answer me the same
not answers but time
it's been 4 days
i know i'll not know the answer
you probably forgotten it by now
yet i keep on wishing you didnt
wishing;
11:19
Monday, June 02, 2008
i know no matter how many times i said this
i'm still stuck in this cycle
it's like never ending
everytime it happens
but it's alright
atleast i can make myself feel better for the time being
i decided to not care
since i care
nothing happens
i might as well not care
just walk away
look at the bright side
i'm no longer being dependent on people
or rather
i'll find someone else to dependent on
i can do it
i would do it
i'll make it
i'm deciding if i still wanna organize the steamboat
it's like i organize
so what?
i have to clean and organize
on my own
i just wanna go out
have fun
my week is kinda pack
which is good since i dont think i wanna think much
today is my only off day
tomorrow fyp then camp
wednesday work
thursday teppanyaki in the afternoon and celebration at night
friday work
saturday work
sunday would be my rest day
or should i have my steamboat that day
it's like i dont know
i feel bad
i havent been spending much time with rasQ
i'm sorry rasQ
wishing;
15:01
Sunday, June 01, 2008
work was work
died
havent done closing before
full atleast
plus my mind was dead
couldnt help it
i guess
even my blogging sucks now
nevermind
when i'm better
i'll be back
tired
i think i'm stupid
dumb
impulsive
rash
idiotic
wishing;
15:51