Tuesday, May 06, 2008
i dont know what am i feeling
like i'm numb all over
i cant even think straight
much less multi task
usually i can do rj and watch tv at the same time
maybe include chatting too
but i can barely do that just now
instead my entire rj got wiped out
and i had to redo again
even when i got a reply that i should have been happy for
i didnt even feel anything
a nap didnt help either
i cried on my way home
in school i hold back tears
i had thumbnails and perseptive drawings to distract me
maybe i should have just gone timbre
might have been better
wiping out everything that i need to
i want to learn to be independent
i will be dependent on someone else
i will learn to walk away
or die trying all this
entertainer
where are you!!!
wishing;
20:59
