Wednesday, May 28, 2008
when the boulder starts to fall
an avalanche starts
in all aspects
soil, snow
when a meteor falls
it falls together
and meteor shower hits
when one animal runs for safety
usually the herd follows
and stampede happens
hate it
hate them
hate all
once broken
you cant heal
when you broke more
you cant feel
wishing;
21:56
Thursday, May 22, 2008
it sucks
being food poisoned?
it's like that since tuesday night
my stomach is having mood swings
from calm weather to thunderstorms
which sucks
and it's not only stomach
gives me a puking sensation as well
on top of the overexertion on my body
causing woozyness and shaky visual at times
bad right?
good thing and bad?
haiz
cant really it much solid food without some processes going on in me
haha
wishing;
10:36
Sunday, May 18, 2008
i just want to get rid of this
before it stays in my system too long
causing me unexpected trouble
no matter what i do
i can never get into any one of your worlds
be it my entertainer or my best friend
is like i have no connection
i'm just an outcast?
discrimination runs along a certain group?
maybe
topics to talk about are limited
what kind of friendship is this?
do you people know what it feels like?
i know you people dont like me screaming
being damn hyper
fine i didnt
i try my best not do it
i put on a smile the entire time
yeah i had a little help
but i still tried
why is it i still have to be the one feeling moody at the end of the day
have you people ever try to be fair to me
being outcast is bad enough
you all dont have to push me to MY limits further
thanks for calling (:
wishing;
11:44
Friday, May 16, 2008
thursday
my day
princinple of digital media design
easy i guess
relatively easy supposedly, but it was okay only
faci was going around the bush for dont know what reason
easy became shitty?
could have been better but that's what is going to be like the next 10 more weeks
torture i guess?
guess my day then.
hahahhahah
i'm laming
anyway
had sound today
it was great
my favourite module
my favourite job
i'm loving it- mac slogan?
hahahah
i think i'm getting too hyper
hahahha
oh well
hungry anyway
getting fat too
wishing;
17:48
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i feel like i just wasted my day away today
it was so true
i went out in the morning
thought about helping out in the school's open house
and guess what
went there
saw the booth
not interested
walk off
typical zoee reaction
decided to go jb with junli
so had breakfast with mj first
talked about quite a number of things
alan messaged to ask if i can work
turned him down coz i had plans in the evening
then i walk back to causeway
coz i had to go home get my passport
and guess what
it rained
so we were stuck at causeway point
it was okay
except for the fact that
we always go to causeway point coz it's the nearest thing to rp?
so there we were
stuck for 3 hours?
had lunch
play game
shopped around
then we went back to my place
why?
remember the plans i said i had in the evening?
it got CANCELLED
so i went home to sleep
and she went with me to do her handicraft?
yeah
i felt like i totally wasted my 14 may 08, wednesday away
which i actually did
not to mention
i think i've already spend 100++ in 3 days?
like what the hell right?
I MISS WORKING!!!
seriously i do
countdown to the days i'm working
3 :)
wishing;
20:56
Sunday, May 11, 2008
hmmm
i dont know what to say about work yesterday
my fault
not my fault
i dont want to care
i had a great rest this morning
it rained and i love having the cozy feeling
i snuggled under my blanket
getting as cozy as i can for 2 hours before i officially moved out of bed
rasQ got cozy beside me as well
till she woke me up at 11
haha
i did my groccery shopping
cleaning up the rubbish
wash hang and fold the clothes
did quite a number of things today
but other then that
it's just a usually sunday
i think i'm starting a new hobby
if i can find what i want
anyway
school again tomorrow
having cme
weee
not
it's like enterprise lesson
oh well
12 more weeks to go (:
wishing;
21:15
Thursday, May 08, 2008
the all american rejects
move long
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through[x3]
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
the lights at the end of the tunnel
i will see you one day
wishing;
21:59
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
'you threw me away when you had new friends'
imaginary gary to timmy turner
i think i should just get to sleep soon
i'm not me
i dont know who am i
i wonder who am i
i want to know who am i
let me know if you know
atleast i can finally find out
and piece myself back together
i am who i am
i will be who i want to be
and i will know who i am
wishing;
22:21
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
i dont know what am i feeling
like i'm numb all over
i cant even think straight
much less multi task
usually i can do rj and watch tv at the same time
maybe include chatting too
but i can barely do that just now
instead my entire rj got wiped out
and i had to redo again
even when i got a reply that i should have been happy for
i didnt even feel anything
a nap didnt help either
i cried on my way home
in school i hold back tears
i had thumbnails and perseptive drawings to distract me
maybe i should have just gone timbre
might have been better
wiping out everything that i need to
i want to learn to be independent
i will be dependent on someone else
i will learn to walk away
or die trying all this
entertainer
where are you!!!
wishing;
20:59
Monday, May 05, 2008
i'm bored in class
i've been bored in class the whole day
aww man
bored!!!
i wanna sleep
i wanna pon
NONONONO
ZOEE CANNOT PON ANYMORE!!!
crap la
i shouldnt be that naughty
zZz
anyway
went out with the gang yesterday
there was fiona cs brenda justine jy and me
i was the latest
2 hours late
hahahha
my first time
lol
anyway
had new york new york yesterday
went arcade after that since pool was full
kinda
left around 430 to fetch minjia from work
i tell you
all i did yesterday was eat and eat and eat
i'm oh so getting fat
crap la
anyway
I'M BORED NOW!!!
i feel like sleeping but i got ut later
CRAP LA!!!
wishing;
14:45
Sunday, May 04, 2008
okay
both my hands are peeling
my right hand started peeling when i showered just now
but the way the peeling is
it's like weird?
nevermind
cant stop the peeling process anyway
anyway
did opening
was fun
kinda
haha
shouldnt comment on that
time flew today
which is good
coz when you dont notice time fly
your body wont feel the fatigue
your mind doesnt feel the weight
and life goes on happily
LOL
i crap la
anyway night i did wait
finally?
hahaha
surprisingly this weekend i didnt do till 2
omg
why why why???
must be mj's influence
lol
not doing next friday either
anyway i'm meeting the gang tomorrow
for lunch and pool
somehow i got a feeling i'll be late
i promise rasQ to bring her out to the fields to run
but i dont know what time i'll be up tomorrow
LOL
rasQ is so cute when she is cleaning her paws
she's like cleaning and moving through her cleaning process
from point A to point B to point C
hahaha
anyway i feel like sleeping soon
my nose is like...
haha
usual usual for me
oh anyway i scratch myself at work today
it's like bound to leave a mark
which sucks considering i have already many scars
nevermind
just add one more then
wishing;
00:57
Saturday, May 03, 2008
back again
ut was crappy
that's all i got to say
hmmm
lot's of stuff going through my head
not bad stuff or anything
just general things
pros and cons type
but i'm kinda tired already
hmmm
maybe i'll type it how when i'm not so tired?
and when i know how i wanna have it out
zee's style
haha
off to bed
nightie nightie
wishing;
01:09
Friday, May 02, 2008
heyall
zoee's back
from working
hahaha
let's recall what happened these past two days
clubbing got cancelled yesterday
so i ended up going home to shower and walk rasQ before going out again
met michelle at yishun instead for teppanyaki
after that we walked around small little north point
and yeah
haha
anyway
worked full today
that would explain why i'm still up at this hour blogging
haha
i just got back 30 minutes ago
had my shower already
but decided to boot up my little old com to fix my psp games
hahaha
i'm getting more and more games
half of which i dont even play
and so far
i've only finished one game
guess which
CRISIS CORE!!!
haha
night
off to bed now
wishing;
01:57