Tuesday, April 29, 2008
hmmm
i decided to revive my friendster after so long
then think about it why did i even bother to work this week?
maybe i should have just bought a ticket back to kL
then maybe skip school on friday
then i could stay for the weekends too
then leave on sunday night
back monday morning
then go school?
not a bad plan
but too bad i didnt thought of that earlier
so i'm working this weekends instead
and guess what mother's day is on sunday if i'm not wrong
dont like
but nevermind
rasQ is bored as usual
i had my first ut today
didnt really do that good
oh well
what's done is done
i found mum's handwritting in a note book i brought to school
didnt know it was there
and i nearly cried after ut in class
wishing;
20:04
Monday, April 28, 2008
cooked today
my cooking skills are getting rusty man
seriously
hahaha
anyway
i burned the potatoes and onions for my stew
my spinach was undercooked
i forgot sugar in salad
the best is that i didnt know i was out of rice
and i mixed glutinous rice with normal rice by accident
overall i cook too much or too little for everything
hahahha
totally forgot about the appetite of people
lol
anyway
i spend quite some time with rasQ today
nope she's happy
coz next few days i'm busy and packed
rasQ dont kill me yeah (:
wishing;
22:17
Sunday, April 27, 2008
hmmm
why is it everyone keeps on asking if i'm alright?
and when i said yeah
they just say you dont seem right
hahaha
oh well
anyway work and work again
as usual for me
jade popped by yesterday during my break
she went with me to get dinner
and also waited for me to finish mine before heading off
i'm so gonna see her at work next week
i miss my entertainer
haha
anyway
as usual
i complained and complained during work yesterday
zoee's usual usual
haha
rasQ didnt feel well yesterday
coz i came home the house was a mess
she puked
poor girl
i hope she's feeling better now
wishing;
11:10
Saturday, April 26, 2008
woohoo
what a day
i got home yesterday at 240
and i ended work at 2
haha
cool right???
fi gave me a ride on his bike
so fun yet scary
my first time riding bike
i told him
so he ride slower
hahahah
anyway finally after so long with out new games
i just finish downloading 3
hahahha
back to childhood to me man
i downloaded megaman
hahaha
dont say me hor
yesterday at work
there was this guy playing ds
and guess what was he playing?
POKEMON!!!
hahahhaha
ooo
look at the time
i gotta go shower
see ya
wishing;
10:21
Friday, April 25, 2008
heyall
what do you think of my new blog skin?
nice?
hahaha
i think it's a new change in taste
perhaps a new beginning of life?
hahahah
anyway give me your comments and opinions yeah
hahahah
oh and
does anyone have jonas brothers' songs?
gimme gimme gimme
hahahahah
wishing;
11:11
Monday, April 21, 2008
i wanted to blog long ago
everytime i come here
i typed
i decided to erase it instead
no point publishing what is already known by word of mouth
no point saying things that people already know
no point letting people know about things that they already know
no point letting people know that you people only know of yourselves
working tomorrow
having sit lesson tomorrow
let's get craking
words are nothing but words alone to you and you but then again i'm not you or you
wishing;
20:35
Thursday, April 17, 2008
i spend all my days here the same way,
chilling out, relaxed and unconcerned.
there are so many things to do
a lot of them impossible for me.
it's totally overwhelming,
but i'm always ready to do what i can
because everyone here has a smile on their face.
i may not say it very often,
but i really am grateful for my family and friends.
the time we spend together is so special,
i could never replace any of them.
we've got this moment, we got each other,
stopping, standing and laughing together.
i'm so thankful, i could cry.
this feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
i promise you, i'll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.
this feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
i promise you, i'll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.
kansha
by RSP
i'm leaving everything behind to start all over again
wishing;
19:57
everything i do seems wrong
even when i'm not arguing
i'm wrong
everything gets thrown back to me
even if i dont want to
everything seems to be my fault
i just wanna cry
seriously i do
since no one wants to care
i wont
no point caring if you're the only one caring
what's the point saving if no one wants to save it
i'm not a perfect friend
i know that
but i'm trying to be there for people if i can
wishing;
15:58
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
hmmm
every tuesday lesson is always interesting
not because of class
but because every week
i get to catch something interesting
this week would be
when you dwell too much
we fall in love
when you fall in love too deep
you cant break up
haha
every week cavvy always tell's something nice
hahahaha
anyway went to work yesterday
started at 6
and i'm spending the whole day at home today
hmm
do you think i changed a lot?
fiona says since when i flower eat
hahaha
wishing;
14:32
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
hmmm
i think it's time
no matter how you wanna go on continue living
there are people bound to pull you back
throw you back into the shitty life you wanna get out off
starting fire around the peaceful trees that surround you
trapping you inside
when all you've been trying to do is get out
i think it's time
i dont want to go out and make my point
it makes no sense
and of no use to me
to you, you might think you won
tearing me down
stomping me to the ground
but you're only fighting with yourself in this game
coz i'm not interested to begin with
i think it's time
what is the prize that you want at the end?
when i'm dead?
when i come after you?
when i couldnt be bothered anymore?
when you torture me till you cant anymore?
i think it's time
it's time
wishing;
11:42
Sunday, April 13, 2008
i dont even know why i came to blogger
i wanted to write in riddles
but i'm not even concentrating now
maybe coz i'm watching tv
anyway rasQ wants me to play with her
but i'm really not in the mood
guess i'll just bring her out later
going to bring her to the field behind to run
then shower her
i've been working non stop in 2 days
kinda died at work yesterday
time was crawling
my entertainer wasnt working
nothing was entertainment at work
so yeah
end of story
have you ever have the feeling
of swimming in your pond
just to have everywhere you turn
a fishing line
with a big shiny hook
wishing;
13:28
Thursday, April 10, 2008
making an ASSUME
making an ASS out of U and ME
isnt that the sad case
readers should know that my blog has never been direct
so why do poeple still assume?
and making an ASS out of U and ME
things are getting out of hand because of assumption
things are getting out of hand when people who shouldnt know KNOWs
and i'm the one who gets all the shit at the hand
this sucks
big time
wishing;
08:48
Friday, April 04, 2008
quote that min jia thinks i should write it down
when you get to obsess in what you have,
you become someone that is different
when you lose that someone,
it turns out you'll lose the one true thing people like about you
when two lives inter-twined,
it doesnt mean two becomes one
rather
it means that two lives crossed path
when you become too dependent on one
you'll lose your own independence
and what you become
is a pathetic excuse to call yourself who you are
i rather die as myself right now
knowing who i am
then to die as someone that looks like you
but is not you
some other things i wanna mentioned
when friends become close
they become best friends
when one get into a relationship
and doesnt have time for the other
it is only natural when the other drifts away
because what good is having a best friend
when there is no time for one another
so
you know who you are
dont go around telling people i'm not happy coz of some other cockamania reason that you think and still have the guts of telling people out there
and i dare you to think twice again on why we are not even on talking terms anymore
trip of japan
some other time
wishing;
22:00