Sunday, February 03, 2008
to whoever it maybe for
i doubt you'll come here
but if you do
good for me
if others do
and you know who am i talking to
tell that person
because i'm hurt so much
i couldnt even care about whether i'm doing right or wrong
i decided
i'm not bringing my laptop
i refuse to bring my laptop
i rather cut of all my connections here
i rather leave my troubles here
and have a peaceful chinese new year
with people that actually cares for me
even jade can tell me to message her before i leave
what about you
you have something to tell me only after i message?
it really shows where was i standing
you can make me send you off at 6am in the morning
when i'm all the way up at woodlands
but nothing from you when i'm going?
maybe there was care and concern in both people
but i'm sorry i feel nothing from you
i rather message jade
i wish i wasnt there in town this afternoon
i shouldnt have even bothered to come down
i should have just stay at home and spend my time with rasQ
then to smile nothing to the world
i've decided
i will harden myself
i will prevent me from getting hurt again and again
and i will succeed
because i will have time to forget
i will miss rasQ
so very much
wishing;
04:00
