Thursday, January 03, 2008
independent individualism- failed
friends- failed
friend- failed
just because i've been working a little too much
pushing myself off my own limits a little
i get dubbed as superwoman
does it not mean i can go off on my own then
i was sick yesterday
my dad didnt even know
i know myself very well
how much i can push
yet when i'm down
i still have to care about unnessary issues
the only one who was there protecting me as i rest
was rasQ
even when i woke up
she was there
even when i went to the toilet
she was there to make sure i manage to make it back
yet all she want is someone to play with her
maybe in the beginning
that is all i have asked for
dad wants to know about the trip
by this weekend
if i dont get anything by then
i dont think i'm going
i doubt you'll ever be here to see this
haha
i'm digging my own grave perhaps
but maybe by placing it here
i would learn a thing or two
i'm to egoistic to message
wishing;
11:36
