Friday, January 25, 2008
guess i havent been blogging for quite sometime now
was kinda busy with my pp
i just send it in to my mentor today
hope it goes well because coming up next after i blog would be fyp
oh man
my life is so packed now
after fyp gets settled
i need to rush back to my pp
poster time
waiting for my mentor to say okay
chinese new year is coming soon
and this time
i get to celebrate it the way i love
with my granny
thinking of all the food she will cook makes me drool
haha
i'm such a pig
anyway you guys cant blame me
her cooking is fabulous
try it then you'll know
haha
anyway
i just realised another 6 months has passed since the last time
i know that not all of you would come here to read
but for those who do
maybe you'll want to tell the rest?
for those from 24h
i knew you guys for about 1 year now
you guys are a bunch of
erm
fun people
totally
maybe the best time of my life were with you guys
yeah though we may have issues here and there
some more constant then others
i guess you know what i'll mean
it was still fun with you guys
time will continue to past
hope nothing changes for the worst for us all
there are things in your lifes that might be more important then the usual group of us now
i hope nothing changes for the worst
and remember the times we had
wishing;
16:44
Monday, January 21, 2008
i'm in class
so?
i off my phone
so?
i wanna cry
so?
it's zoee only
so?
ask her to die
for everything that i do
for everything i dont
for everywhere i go
for everywhere i wont
people talk
people comment
just like people walk
it's me they torment
all this words of nothing
why say when you dont mean
your sorry is just a passing wind
through the valley of broken promises
wishing;
10:10
Sunday, January 20, 2008
i seem to have a knack for starting the year with tears
i hate it
it's suppose to be the start of all things new
so why am i starting them all with tears
this is crap
i freaking hate it
wishing;
19:30
Thursday, January 17, 2008
zee is back to blog
that low jia yan is like sleeping right now
like a pig
rasQ found somewhere to sleep
haha
anyway i'm getting sick
heaty
haha
actually i dont know why am i here blogging
i'm like distracted by my tv
my health and my phone
haha
and my nose?
haha
oh well
rest first
wishing;
21:30
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
i was early to school yesterday
for nuts i guess
it was damn smokey
but heck that
what's done is done
couldnt be bothered anymore
meet jia yan and fiona at the agora
then we headed down to town to the get together
to celebrate fiona and justine's big 19
haha
had breeks and swensen's
after that we basically just walked to heeren
cineleisure
then back to orchard mrt
on the way back
brenda and jia yan started playing with bubbles
haha
they bubbled up the entire street
lol
stopped at taka to finish up most of the solution
for once i went home the last with them
haha
anyway
hope you guys had a good time
i did
woke up today feeling to lazy to go school
slept at home instead
and get ignored
whatever
wishing;
16:49
Friday, January 11, 2008
my first time working in one week
and wow
i'm tired
i woke up today and feel ouch
haha
my arms and legs are sore
and this is like only one day working
haha
lao le
LOL
anyway
yesterday i was suppose to go swimming with jia yan in the morning
but she overslept
thank goodness for that
imagine if it isnt so
i dont think i'll even be able to crawl out of bed today
haha
anyway
so i went off straight from home
after having the extra 3 hours of sleep
anyway it was exhausting
work was fine i guess
considering the 1 week break
anyway i met dawn for the first time in a long time
she's like
wow
haha
we're meeting in 1 day
yay!!!
wishing;
16:07
class was class
lesson was lesson
i should have just skipped
i learned a new word
tomorrow is saturday
work
yay
work= distraction
good for me
i'm debating right now
swimming?
cycling?
or just go home and sleep
i smell smoke
but nevermind
it wont kill
i've decided
to step up in my class' performance
to be who i can be
and i need to cure myself from athazagoraphobia
if not i'm just gonna stay like this all the way.
wishing;
16:07
Thursday, January 10, 2008
i think i've been off blogging for very long
haha
didnt have time yesterday
had to finalise the lodging yesterday
haha
anyway
had studio production
same old same old???
except that i was being ignored by everyone
oh well
after that went for dinner
then headed for joyce's place for discussion and research
went home around 11 after we got the stuff done
had arts management today
i got ignored by everyone
i wouldnt bother bout asking you all out anymore
same old same old?
oh well
it was raining today
couldnt do any exercise
and i've been eating like crazy
i'm so gonna grow fat
thank goodness my week is almost over
back to working and working out for me
haha
yeah yeah i know
i'm a workaholic
next monday we're going out guys!!!
see ya then
miss ya all
atleast you guys dont ignore and ps me like some people
wishing;
19:15
Monday, January 07, 2008
had stage tech today
did simple construction of stand and masking
had fun i guess
considering the fact that it's been a while since i last touch dnt
haha
anyway
after that i went home
gave a quick walk to rasQ
then went for a bike ride
went to causeway to meet su
she passed me chocos and biscuits i think
ahaha
snacks
anyway i roam near school before heading to the sports complex to meet jin yan and sean
accompanied them for dinner and walk to causeway before i head home
put back my bike
finish my rj then headed out again with rasQ to meet the rest for dinner
and here i am blogging
i'm sleepy already
but my hair is still wet
haha
going through some archives can really make a person cry
wait
it's not even archives
just previous post on the entries page you have
i guess i just missed reading your blog
plus now you dont even update anymore
i miss communication through blog too
it's like whatever happens
we'll still keep in touch and talk through blogging
oh well
times change
people change
priority change
wishing;
23:15
okay
this is something which i got from my favourite and current comic book
and i like this phrase
so tell me what you guys think of it
if negi is the sort of person i think he is, simply believing he is right,
isn't enough to make him move forward
am i this type of person???
is that why i ponder so much?
when i asked joyce is it wrong to think too much?
she only replied thinking unnessary stuff is redundant
hmm
school started off well i guess
haha
just that everything is lagging
the net
the thinking
the executing
oh well
it takes time to start up
haha
anyway
all i did in school was do work
talk about fyp
and pester people!!!
haha
oh yeah
we submitted our proposal already
haha
i think i'm high
mentally that is
rasQ's lying comfortably on top of the people on my lap
haha
guess it's time for bed
dont wanna hear people say i look tired anymore
night peepz!!!
wishing;
23:15
Sunday, January 06, 2008
school starting tomorrow already
not sure if it's a good thing or bad?
good i guess
some people have been complaining that i worked too much
puching myself too much
so since school is starting
so is fyp
plus my dad's in town
so i guess i'll cut down on work a lot
maybe i'll pick week after next
i'm just surprised at the amount of hours i'll clock in next week
oh yeah
i got a number of complains at how emo my blog seems to be getting
plus i found out a number of unknown readers which i have
so happy
thanks people
haha
anyway
for once i ended work at 11 on saturday
for once coz i havent ended at 11 for donno how long
picked up my pay cheque on friday too
so now i'm closer to my goal
last month totally helped a lot
still wondering if i should push a little this month
anyway after work on saturday
me and joyceey headed for supper
and a long chat
i think
haha
i miss talking to my best friend!!!
haha
okay
hyper over
school starting
dinner after school
let's go peepz!!!
wishing;
20:46
Thursday, January 03, 2008
i dont need this shit at the beginning of the year
this is like only the 3rd day
no
the whole crap was brought out from the last few days on 07
and it has to go on till now
my head has been pounding since yesterday
and it still is
i should have just work my ass off
this sucks
big time
wishing;
11:36
independent individualism- failed
friends- failed
friend- failed
just because i've been working a little too much
pushing myself off my own limits a little
i get dubbed as superwoman
does it not mean i can go off on my own then
i was sick yesterday
my dad didnt even know
i know myself very well
how much i can push
yet when i'm down
i still have to care about unnessary issues
the only one who was there protecting me as i rest
was rasQ
even when i woke up
she was there
even when i went to the toilet
she was there to make sure i manage to make it back
yet all she want is someone to play with her
maybe in the beginning
that is all i have asked for
dad wants to know about the trip
by this weekend
if i dont get anything by then
i dont think i'm going
i doubt you'll ever be here to see this
haha
i'm digging my own grave perhaps
but maybe by placing it here
i would learn a thing or two
i'm to egoistic to message
wishing;
11:36
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
scene to explain my thoughts on the traIn to work
you're on a high way
driving to your destination
driving from state to state
is your destination even on the map?
yeah you thought so
based on some map
you drive and you drive
when you suddenly feel lost
you just feel like crying
over the fact that you should have reach your destination hours ago
yet no one calls to check on you
no one tries to help you though they see you all lost
you just keep on going in circles
not knowing if you'll die because you're out of gas?
or maybe someone robs you during your time being lost?
or maybe you'll just die of heat stroke
yet you're trying to keep the faith
that you'll be safe and found
suddenly you see a sign
you thought you were safe
because you see cars
cars that are queing to pay toll
you thought
'wow, i must be reaching already'
but you forgot one thing
from state to state on a high way
there are many tolls
and after a while
you're back on the high way of nothing
but you and the unwanted silence
su says not to see only what's in front of you
but also the back
i'm blind at that
haha
i'm blind at that
wishing;
01:39