Tuesday, November 20, 2007
many things went through my mind as i walk home
my emotions were running all over the place
i decided to pen it down here
for i know it is a safe place from unwanted eyes
because this blog is nothing to anyone
only something to me
and that's enough for me
i can cry on my way home
for my thought were harsh, depressed, cruel, painful
though now i cannot go to that extend of the blog
all i can express now is the tears in which i hope to let loose now
For words are no longer what they use to be
view differ, life differ
sometimes i wonder
was it because of me
of what happened before
or because of you
nothing around me is important enough for you
i guess that's why they say dog is man's best friend
rasQ is always there for me
where are you?
when do you look for me?
when you want something?
need me for something?
couldnt handle something?
that is so typical of you
i said before
if i were to jump off a cliff today
or maybe got knock down by a car on my way home
you wouldnt even notice
why?
ask yourself and answered it yourself
you're gonna ask me to stop thinking negatively
you knwo what
i'll answer that
then stop giving me negative things to think about
the end
i so dont need to cry now
it's exhausting
and you're not worth it
su asked if i can bear to
well what do you think now su?
call me jealous or something
maybe this is what happened to you and her
new friends come and old are forgotten
i can tell you one thing
i dont forget about people i call friends
i only forget when they forget me
wishing;
18:03
