Friday, August 31, 2007
woke up at 9 today...
brought rasQ out for a walk...
shower...
got my stuff ready and went to work...
was almost done setting up hotside when it started to rain -.-
oh well...
afternoon was rather boring as usual...
had my break at 5...
went for breakfast/ lunch/ dinnner/ whatever you wanna call it...
started work again at 6...
night was way better...
i just realise i cant stick to one place...
i'll die...
blur...
donno what to do...
oh well...
i found a new love tonight...
pouring beer...
into jugs...
into mugs...
or even from jugs to mugs...
i think i've gone berserk...
oh well...
that's about it i guess...
i wish you were here now...instead of there...perhaps i just need someone who knows how..or just someone who cares...but i promised peace...and i intend to keep...i'll solve this...no matter how deep...as much i want to talk to you...i wont...i cant...because a promise is a promise...
wishing;
02:31
Thursday, August 30, 2007
alright...
gotta do a quick blog entry...
lets see what time can i finish this...
it's 210 now...
hmmm...
lets see...
i woke up kinda late today...
tired...
haha...
and i kept of napping after that...
oh well...
did manage to do some stuff in between napping...
washed clothes...
brought rasQ for a walk...
hang up the clothes...
oh well...
woke up just in time for work...
bought my comic before work =)
damn happy...
haha...
anyway...
work was...
hmm...
fun???
met new girl amber...
had ling ber zai zul nadine tyara zh ph...
kinda packed and all...
and i'm rusty at cashiering already...
lol...
so slow...
anyway...
tips was pathetic...
yupp...
that's about it...
oh by the way...
eddie's last day was yesterday...
i think...
he's going suntec already =(
oh...
and i saw jy today...
she had her tongue pierced -.-
no comments about that...
hmmm...
that's about it i guess...
working full tomorrow...
so i'm going to bed...
nights...
ps finished in 6 min =)
wishing;
02:10
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
sitting in my room...
all showered...
staring in at the com...
after work...
drinking soup...
haha...
life x))
lets see what happened today...
hmmm...
i woke up early...
brought rasQ out for a walk...
went to meet jia yan before work...
that girl wants to do piercing...
tongue piercing -.-
no comments about that...
haha...
went to far east in the morning only to find that the shops are closed...
so we went for lunch at taka instead...
eat chat...
laugh chat...
eat laugh...
didnt choke...
haha...
i think i'm still hyper...
haha...
nesh was commenting about me being hyper...
and i was at hot side...
haha...
anyway...
working morning/ afternoon was boring...
plus it was raining...
double omg...
when i went back for my second shift...
it was hot side...
and there was like 16 pax reservation and all...
like wow...
overall...
work was good...
but i think my output was definitely lower then my input...
omg...
i need to do something about that from tomorrow onwards...
haha...
i get to sleep tomorrow morning...
jia yan working morning...
while i working night...
just nice...
haha...
i dont have to wake up with lack of sleep x))
ooooo...
and my comic should be out already...
didnt get the chance to check it out because of the rain...
i shall check it out tomorrow...
i'm done with my soup already =)
haha...
and i'm psychoing people now...
lol...
feeling sleeping!!!
wishing;
02:02
Monday, August 27, 2007
alright...
i'm back...
my soup didnt screw up that bad...
haha...
i called my dad for help...
he helped me though he's in hong kong...
aint he nice :))
so i went out to buy herbs...
and grapes...
so that i'll be able to make a full meal...
haha...
anyway aunty susie and uncle dave left already...
and i just came back from sending jia yan off...
haha...
talking to her on the phone now...
about some issues x))
secrets...
haha...
loads of things happening...
hmmm...
wishing;
21:39
i'm cooking dinner tonight...
and i think i just screwed up my soup...
aaahhhhh...
so unfair...
i need to learn how to make herbal chicken soup next time...
anyway...
went for dinner yesterday night...
vilage with joyce and jin yan...
we got a few things and shared them out...
went to walk around orchard after that...
and they're off to taiwan this morning...
i cant believe i got cheated to get to the airport this morning x)
i woke up at 5...
rushed off to the bus stop and to the airport...
thought there would be something...
ended up with more responsibility -.-
haha...
nevermind...
lol...
left to orchard after they went in...
had breakfast...
chatted and accompany joshua till he started work...
i'm deciding what to do later...
jia yan's coming over...
so is aunty suzie and uncle dave...
so i'm going out now to get more things for dinner...
be right back later with more updates...
wishing;
13:13
Sunday, August 26, 2007
feel like blogging...
but donno if i should...
since i have no idea what to blog about...
woke up rather early today...
but i did nap in the afternoon...
stayed at home till it's time to work...
went to work around 550...
was still hyper today...
though the hype seems to be different from yesterday...
oh well...
doesnt matter...
as usual my hyperness died down when no one wanted to entertain me...
which is fine...
i just went to talk to jia yan instead...
we crapped on the line for about 20 min...
it's been a long time since i talked like that to someone...
talked about quite a number of issues...
haha...
i shall not blog about them...
i'm about to snooze soon...
my eye lids are going lower and lower...
haha...
oh well...
night world...
wishing;
03:57
Saturday, August 25, 2007
some of them came over my place today...
since we decided that 4 people going to east coast park would be boring...
so they came over my place for dota...
norman totally woke me up at 8++
so i met him first...
then we went cycling...
to rp to get his and jin yan's certificates...
after that headed to causeway point to meet minjia...
after that jin yan reached...
so we went marketing...
get the ingredients for lunch...
the guys started their first match when joshua and yuren arrived...
i think i kind of messed up cooking lunch...
oh well...
dota till 630...
brought rasQ out...
then headed for work...
rasQ definitely had their fun...
me too...
hope you guys had fun today...
work was...
well...
i was hyper all the way...
everyone gave me funny looks...
haha...
coz i was like flying here and there...
smiling here and there...
my hyper streak today ended with someone's shut up...
i have no comments about that...
i just wished...that things were the way it once was...but it's a promise that would never be fulfilled...because there's too many because...i want to press rewind...and freeze frame the time before...that's the best time ever...but it's all i wish...
wishing;
04:05
Thursday, August 23, 2007
i'm blogging twice today...
since i came back home after school...
i did my rj...
watch bleach 137...
i've nothing else to do...
so i ended up playing harvest moon for the past hour or so...
so much for it being the last day of school...
this would be the last day of school i would least wanna remember...
class was great...
but overall a sucky day...
so much for going out...
whatever...
anyway...
i think my dinner is acting up...
crap...
haha...
oh well...
atleast now i know some of the things i can do during the holidays...
work...
watch movie...
forget about things...
evaluate on the important ones in my life in general...
hang out more with rasQ...
since she deserves it...
but basically just kill myself working...
that is life...
not thinking...
wishing;
22:32
last day of school...
and there's like only...
9???
xinni coming...
so that makes 10...
haha...
2 groups...
can end early!!!
i should have just pack this week up...
not putting working slots for reason which i think is good...
well...
turns out that it sucks...
i should have just work my ass off this week...
a bloody waste of time...
i guess it's really true...
time is only for people who deserve it...
and this time it's not done by me...
not proven by me...
nevermind...
sometimes when you get out of your safety wall...
because you thought someone is there...
so you step out of your safety zone...
only to realise...
it's all just your thinking...
and you have no choice...
but to retreat back to your safety zone...
well whatever man...
wishing;
09:06
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
hmmm...
i'm in class...
class sort of ended...
haha...
since no 6p...
now we're just listening to our faci's thank you speech...
hmm...
anyway...
think i'm going home for dinner today...
dont feel like going out...
i wanna sleep...
i wanna play with rasQ...
haha...
yay..
we can leave already...
wonder if i should wait for some of them...
hmmm...
today is the second last day school...
tomorrow's a wednesday...
so thursday would be my last day....
after that would be time for me to push again...
haha...
by the way...
guess what was i doing during 2nd break and 3rd meeting...
i was watching step up...
haha...
nice show...
love the chemistry...
and the dance...
wishing;
14:35
Monday, August 20, 2007
hmm...
it's like a long time since i last blogged...
no motivation to blog...
haha...
so many things happen...
shall not elaborate on it...
went for dinner yesterday...
together...
5 of us...
after like...
wait...
i'm not even sure how long...
haha...
went marina for steamboat...
met jin yan first...
then we headed to the bus stop...
since the rest were late...
we might as well go there and start first...
after awhile...
sean arrived...
and as usual...
the king of ponteng and queen of tardiness was late x))okay i shall not be that mea...
joshua and joyce reached the last...
anyway the guys had bowling session after meal...
then we headed down to marina bay by foot...
nice weater to walk in...
had laughing session on the way home...
it was great going through the fun times again...
miss those times...
hope you guys had fun as well...
wishing;
10:52
Thursday, August 16, 2007
a new set of 100s...
hmmm...
i need to include it's okay to smile for yourself motto into my life...
i should stop letting people get me down in life...
i'm tired i guess...
very tired...
physically...
mentally...
emotionally...
yesterday something made me wonder...
how important money is for survival...
you cant even have the things you want even if you're 5 cents short...
but there are people out there...
who would just watch and not help...
only when one step up to help...
would others follow...
perhaps it would be a step to trigger people's ability to help others...
people should help one another...
because who knows what might happen in future...
perhaps next time the same person would be there to help you...
in your time of need...
wishing;
10:06
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
yesterday was a drag...
but nevermind...
these few days have been a drag too...
hmmm...
reading through past messages makes it even more of a drag...
oh well...
all i can say is that...
time is only for those who deserves it...
and...
promises no longer last as long as we all think it is...
it's nothing but words without value...
all words and empty talk...
but there's an ironic issue behind it...
oh well...
i'll do what i can in my ability...
the rest i'm too tired to be bothered...
whatever happens or not...
then so be it...
i think i shall just not...
wishing;
12:58
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
hmmm...
i just noticed something...
this is my 299 posts...
lol...
anyway i just work up about 2 hours ago...
was tired and all...
but everyone kept disturbing my sleep...
first rasQ...
then norman...
then joyce...
then rasQ...
then xinni...
then ashlee...
then rasQ...
then mj...
zZz..
oh well...
tired...
haha...
anyway...
brought rasQ out just now...
gonna give her a shower soon...
i'm deciding if i should eat...
feel like eating but dont feel like eating also...
sian...
i shall go shower rasQ then decide ba...
haha...
wishing;
12:51
Sunday, August 12, 2007
hmmm...
tonight's dinner wasnt much of a success...
but at the end i hope you guys had funnie...
sorry i wasnt much of a planner...
i'll try to organize better next time...
anyway...
off to a better topic...
dawn chee just messaged me out of the blue yesterday...
says she miss me x))
awww...
so sweet...
lol...
yeah anyway...
i'm having dma tomorrow...
by the way...
is it just me...
or this week seems to be long...
it's a week with holidays...
but it feels like it's crawling...
haha...
either way it's fine with me...
haha...
i'm happy with this week's happenings...
haha...
issues solved...
fun at work...
left 2 uts...
week without anyone bugging me...
have fun with friends...
have my best friend back...
hmmm...
what else...
cant remember...
but oh well...
overall i'm happy...
so try bringing me down now...
lol...
wishing;
23:19
Friday, August 10, 2007
just to jolt down my thoughts...
the thoughts i had on my way to school...
life is like an artist's palette...
rather...
relationships are like an artist's palette...
every bond out there is a new one...
pure white and clean...
it's all of prize possesion...
every obstacle is like a blog of colour thrown on it...
how much do you treasure that prized palette???
you being the artist has a choice...
to wash it away...
or to leave it there...
clean it away as soon as possible...
to remove it...
preventing stains...
or to not care about it...
and continue working on your current project...
letting the blog of colours stay on your prized possession...
hardening in time...
staining it further through time...
every obstacle throws in a new blog...
so have you ever wondered how is your palette holding on now???
can you imagine how it is???
wishing;
08:45
Thursday, August 09, 2007
boo!!!
i'm back...
and as usual...
rasQ didnt allow me to sleep pass 10 ish...
haha...
yesterday at work i was hyper...
haha...
rather...
i was freaking hyper from 7 onwards...
sara su pauline and joshua keep on laming with me...
haha...
lalalala~
all in all yesterday was a good day...
at work...
haha...
played with rasQ just now...
haha...
she keep on kissing me...
zZz...
going to meet jia yan later..
pool a little before going to work...
the workaholic strikes back...
woohoo...
i miss pool!!!in fact i miss a lot of things...
haha...
oh well...
i shall go eat ice cream!!!
lol...
wishing;
14:08
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
had history today...
zZz...
sleep fest...
haha...
oh well...
i tried my best to do the best that i can...
but some of my team mates dragged it down...
oh well...
too bad for me then...
anyway i just came back from work like 30 min ago...
work was dull's ville too...
maybe coz i was thrown at host...
and was not allowed to walk around...
zZz...
i am such hyper active...
lol...
time was literally crawling...
it got better only towards the end...
i came back home and went...
omg...
rasQ you're lock up...
for how long...
like wth...
i let her out and she was all jumpy...
going back to phs with jia yan tomorrow i guess...
check out the national day celebration...
after that i'm off to work...
going to start at 1 since nesh asked if i can work afternoon...
this week is not much what i planned out...
wanted to work this week like hell to earn enough for the trip...
but looks like i'm working like hell to just run away...
to make myself tired and numb...
to make myself dead...
to stop myself from thinking...
wishing;
02:20
Monday, August 06, 2007
hmm...
i think i'm slacking a lot these few weeks...
guess what i did for second break...
i disappeared from 1 to 2...
wanted to get to the 10 floor of e1...
but they lock it already...
zZz...
no fair...
the view there is awesome...
especially if you have a professional camera...
oh well...
spend my second meeting with jia yan...
then joshua came to kpoh...
lol...
so tempted to take over aaron's shift...
but daddy at home..
so yeah...
nevermind...
my crazy kind of schedule starts tomorrow...
woohoo...
i officially agree that i'm workaholic...
wait...
did i agree to that before???
hmmm...
nevermind...
haha...
i still agree to it...
lol...
had pastamania after school with ashley...
then jia yan joined us...
talked and lame around...
haha...
then came home...
did my rj and all...
nice question today..
describe the most interesting person you have ever physically met and explain why...
i picked the customer that came in on saturday...
haha...
long hair with shaved sides...
big tattoos on the arm...
and it's a SHE...
wow!!!
haha...
brought rasQ out...
oh yeah...
ashley asked if i wanna have another dog...
coz she thinks her summer is pregnant...
i'm like thrilled...
but i think my dad will kill me...
haha...
shall wait for 3 months...
and see what happens before i made my decision...
i bet rasQ doesnt mind a play mate...
haha...
i think we're going out for dinner soon...
oh man...
i think i just killed myself today..
haha...
oh well...
wishing;
18:57
Sunday, August 05, 2007
slept on the floor this morning...
woke up around 1245...
went to see the jumble sale at novena...
dad insisted that i go...
so the three of us went...
and cymon psed me...
after that we went bishan to get rasQ's dog food...
had dinner at home...
my head is too scrambled now to continue blogging...
two times in two days...
where i feel a burden in me...
cause of it...
no idea...
oh well...
it'll pass...
soon...
i hope...
it's not nice to sleep feeling burdened...
i'll have trouble sleeping...
i need brighter shades of colour in my life...
i'm sorry...
i truly am...
wishing;
22:13
Saturday, August 04, 2007
okay...
i'm stuck with 2 blisters on both feet...
zZz...
oh well...
it'll heal...
in time...
haha...
i'm watching little mermaid two...
anyway...
as usual...
this morning ...
rasQ didnt let me sleep pass 9 ish 10...
but she was seriously jumpy yesterday night till the morning...
barked twice in the wee hours...
and a few times this morning...
waking me up and all...
zZz...
oh well...
atleast i have almost 12 hours of sleep...
lalallala~
and now she's sleeping because i couldnt be bothered with her...
lol...
wishing;
12:06
Friday, August 03, 2007
not a good way to start the day...
but i'll live...
lol...
i woke up this morning...
stretch a little...
and my calf cramp...
hurts...
zZz...
after that...
opened the wooden door to bring rasQ out for a walk...
and i ram the door onto my toe...
another ow...
after that...
walk to school with jin yan...
and of all the slippers...
i had to wear the one i just bought...
blister...
pain...
oh well...
i'll survive...
wahahhahaha....
anyway...
yesterday work was...
well...
fun i guess...
haha...
i was like hyper...
again...
omg???
lol...
but nevermind...
no one noticed...
lol...
having dma today...
vista!!!
not sure if i can go down...
2nd break out i mean...
oh well...
i'll try...
haha...
wishing;
08:42
Thursday, August 02, 2007
as usual rasQ didnt let me sleep pass 9-10...
so yeah...
brought her out yesterday to run at the field...
she went to dig instead...
and got herself all dirty and muddy...
but she had her fun...
haha...
after that i showered her to clean away all the mud and dirt...
slept again...
so total i slept about 12 hours...
then went to work...
i totally bought a comic book and didnt like it...
omg...
total waste of money...
oh well...
went to work...
kinda have fun...
haha...
and kc is taking my class now...
lol...
zee says...
come to think about it...
why should i torture myself???
why should i bother to do this...
i was here since the formation...
knocking me out of my own game...
dream on...
for once i'll fight to stay...
i wont run away anymore...
wishing;
08:53
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
ngor kam yat hei sun, berasa baik...
yi wai kam yat hai hou yat...
tapi macam saya salah...
ngor hai moi gong yi kor si...
tapi anda paksa saya...
hai lei pek ngor...
oleh itu saya telah tukar...
ngor tin lou ge xiong...
kerana itu sudah tidak bernilai...
i'll fulfill your wish...
ngor teng yat hoi chi xiu sat...
bu bi lai zhao wo...
kerana kamu tak dapat cari saya...
wishing;
12:49
come to think about it...
the events that day...
i should be crushed...
disappointed...
sad...
angry or something...
it's a miracle...
thats the phrase that should have send an impact to me...
but it didnt...
i was just thinking about it while hanging the clothes just now...
i'm not gonna ponder more about it after this...
i hope...
sometimes compatibility doesnt always create perfection...
sometimes imperfection creates the most beautiful combinations...
and it is when the chances of survival are cut...
and yet it survives...
thats when the best of all is formed...
dont call it a miracle...
call it survival...
the thing about it is that...
sometimes...
imperfections are the ones showing both the best points...
and the worst mistakes...
while perfection only brings out...
well...
perfection...
think about it...
wishing;
10:07