Wednesday, July 04, 2007
today is like only the 4th of july...
seems like so many things has happened...
feels like a hell long time since i last blogged...
hmmm...
just didnt have the motivation to blog...
thats all...
even now i dont know what to blog about...
so why the hell did i even come to blogger...
no idea...
think i'm going outwith michelle later...
then head for work...
i need distractions in life...
i'm freaking jumpy this few days...
maybe it's coz the day is coming...
why am i so easily affected...
it's been awhile hasnt it???
it's not like it just happened the last 1 or 2....
i am so weak...
this is so not me...
it always happened around this time...
damn it...
oh well...
emotion reeks...
i wanna be uncaring...
uninterested...
rather i just don wanna feel anything at all...
wishing;
10:23
