Friday, July 27, 2007
i'm tired...
mentally tired...
drained...
i just spend the last 30 minutes crying...
i guess now i know partly the reason why i'm acting weird this few weeks...
the tears finally just flow...
and so easily...
it started with just me picking up a card...
it was good to let it all out i guess...
or atleast half of it...
i've been feeling like crying since wednesday after work...
i didnt...
i could have...
but the trigger wasnt strong enough...
i had the feeling again today...
once in school...
the other on the way to amk for dinner...
and finally it's out...
i'm tired now...
i just wanna sleep...
0607
i miss you so much...
i just stared at your picture...
and read your belongings...
and i just sat there crying...
i'll continue crying...
until i find a reason not to...
wishing;
23:05
