Wednesday, May 30, 2007
suddenly...
i feel like crying...
feeling the tears in my eyes...
wanting to flow down...
my surrounding isnt helping much either...
the songs my rhapsody picked isnt helping...
as sudden as it came...
it goes away...
the tears i mean...
yet the feeling that is weighing me down persist...
pulling me...
making me moodless...
i just wanna go someplace quiet...
somewhere i can vent my frustration...
somewhere i can forget...
wishing;
13:06
it feels like an eternity...
it feels like an eternity since i last went to school...
it feels like an eternity since i last went to work...
it feels like an eternity since i last drink tea in the wee hours of the night...
it feels like an eternity has passed...
and i am the only one feeling it...
there are other it feels like an eternity phrases going through my mind...
but i'm wondering if i should put it here...
or leave it unsaid...
wishing;
01:49
Sunday, May 27, 2007
alright...
i am back....
haha...
manage to sleep the day away...
not bad for a girl who cant sleep when the light is too bright...
lets see...
we left east coast park 6++
i reach home 8 ish...
showered...
threw all my things into the washing machine...
then slept...
refused to wake up when my dad woke me up at 2++
haha...
woke up in time for dinner...
i should have just skip dinner...
oh well...
i can still fall asleep anytime...
haha...
anyway...
was saturday a success or failure....
i donno...
you decide...
wishing;
21:12
Saturday, May 26, 2007
hmmm...
i slept half the day away...
haha..
yesterday work was a killer...
me no like cashier =(
anyway watch pirates of the caribbean: at world's end...
at around 3....
in the morning...
haha...
nice show...
but i think the focus is a little to spread out...
haha...
i think the first movie...
pirates of the caribbean: the curse of the black pearl...
is the best yet...
haha...
it's a matter of opinion...
but the rest are still nice...
i shall not leave any spoiler here...
dont wanna ruin my readers eagerness to watch the show...
anyway...
going giant soon...
to get the rest of the stuff for the bbq...
okay...
off i go now to get ready...
lalalalala~
wishing;
14:25
Thursday, May 24, 2007
you know what i am thinking now???
as much as i want to do something...
i cant...
its like a fish struggling in the water...
struggling when it is caught in the net...
as much as i wanna do something...
as long as the door is close...
i cant do anything...
that helpless feeling...
i dont like it...
but i cant do anything about it i guess...
not until i get the way around the door...
not until i'm given the key in...
or out...
wishing;
16:11
remember the hyper energy i had???
it all went down when i fell down...
haha...
i was totally dead at work...
brain dead...
i just wanted to work and not communicate with people...
uh huh...
you heard correctly...
i fell...
went cycling and skidded off the pavement...
so i am all bruised from my knees downwards...
ouch...
totally...
but the ride was fun...
downhill...
but the side effect sucks...
haha...
i'll brb later...
presentation starting...
wishing;
14:29
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
so happie =)
for the first time in donno how long...
my laptop was able to shut down yesterday...
i love symantec antivirus..
woohoo...
anyway yesterday a very funny thing happened...
rasQ was playing with her toy...
then she started limping...
haha...
her front paw either went numb or she sprained it a little...
so she was walking on three rather then all four...
after like a few minutes...
she started running around already...
talk about speedy recovery....
lalalala~
i am still so happie that my laptop is okay already...
haha...
i think i got a lot of hyper energy today...
oh my...
haha...
should i go cycling a little to use up some of my hyperness???
if not later people complain i am hyper....
haha....
wishing;
11:06
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
omg...
my rj today is killer...
write a 2 page letter to yourself...
i aubmitted a 1 and a half page into leo...
850 words!!!
longest rj i have ever written...
seriously...
haha...
i thought 30 lines were a lot...
this time its like...
haha...
i dont even know how many lines...
anyway...
in the letter itself...
i added in some poem like kinda thoughts...
dont think i am gonna upload my entire rj entry here...
so here's the poem i added in...
Life change,
Times change,
Situations change,
Relationships changes,
Change is constant they say,
But I say, the constant one is you
The one and only one beneath the all,
No matter what the situation forces you to do,
No matter what people say about you,
No matter what life throws at you
No matter how times evolved,
Never forget who you are,
The one and only you,
Be true to yourself,
In every way
haha...
anyway...
i think i am going badminton tomorrow...
i so need some exercise...
haha...
dang...
my nose is not feeling well again...
oh well...
its off to bed for me soon...
still nidda wake up at 7 ish to bring rasQ out...
cheat my feelings again...
nevermind...
i am so used to it already...
to all of you...
wishing;
21:57
i was like sleeping just now....
for about 30 min or so...
then lydia came in...
now at my head...
there is this pull that is going on...
oh well...
it'll go away soon...
next group is the 3rd group...
after that there's ut...
and i am hungry again...
and sleepy...
man...
i just feel like going home and sleep...
should i???
wishing;
14:46
my last ut later...
woohoo...
debating if i should go watch movie with them later...
should i go home for dinner???
i mean...
if i dont...
my dad's gonna kill me???
haha...
didnt go home for dinner just now...
not going home for dinner tomorrow, fri and sat...
so should i be q good girl and skip the movie later???
hmmm...
anyway...
i had supper at 12 today...
so gonna grow fat...
had soup then...
and just had some crackers and juice just now...
LOL...
nevermind...
i got no comments at all...
haha...
rasQ is already making herself comfortable on my bed...
think i'll go snuggle with her already...
nidda wake up at 7 to bring her for a walk...
haha...
it was a fruitful day was it not???haha...
wishing;
02:12
Sunday, May 20, 2007
why is it that these few days...
when people tag at my taggy...
i dont get whatever they are trying to say...
okay...
basically its not people...
its joshua and michelle...
and they are people...
wait...
i am like correcting myself on my blog...
dotz much...
haha...
i am so getting blur...
wonder what's happening...
oh well...
spend my day mostly at home...
i totally slept at 430 am this morning...
and rasQ woke me up like 910 in the morning...
coz she needed to pee and poo...
haha...
she doesnt do it in my room...
smart girl...
haha...
anyway after branch and doing the clothes...
i went back to sleep at 1-ish...
totally forgot about jia yan...
sorry yeah...
woke up in the evening around 4-ish...
brought my bikeS out for a spin...
since my brother doesnt take care of his...
i self proclaim is as mine...
haha...
helped out in the kitchen...
had dinner...
and watch spiderman 2 on tv...
it was nice re-watching the show...
some conversation threw me topics to write about...
but i cant remember what they were...
oh man...
haha...
oh well then...
i'll just think about it again next time...
haha...
i am off to bed soon...
good nite world...
and goodbye 20 may 2007...
wishing;
22:26
yesterday i couldnt feel my shoulder...
today i cant feel my legs...
haha...
oh well...
it'll be better after some rest...
and as usual...
i am drinking tea in the wee hours...
rasQ totally sleeping on my bed now...
oh...
i just notice something...
the blue black on my hand is almost gone...
yay...
haha...
i donno what else to blog already...
haha...
didnt get to hear or read much words that screams inspiration to me...
haha...
so no words of zee...
anyway the night is so quite...
nice...
having ut tomorrow after school...
cant study much...
there's like no 6p for it...
oh well then...
wishing;
04:01
Friday, May 18, 2007
class starting in 30 min...
i am sleepy...
went to find ganesh just now...
clarify my doubts about pp...
and also to get me started on my proposal...
i am sleepy...
i think i should get it done soon...
oh yeah...
ganesh said i lost weight...
haha...
he kick me when i say i put on weight...
LOL...
and after talking...
he says i still look blur...
you see...
but you cant focus...
not cant...
not by will...
its like they have a mind on their own...
you thought you look normal...
but people say you're dazed...
its not that you want it that way...
you think...
but you cant remember...
and it was only a split second ago...
you try to stay awake...
but you cant help it...
it gets heavier and heavier by the second...
looks like i need something...
to bring me back to life...
wishing;
13:57
got a few things to say...
please dont let me be the runner tomorrow...
my thumb feels weird...
first time seeing people pissed off...
rasQ missed me so much...
i am about to fall asleep...
but i cant...
washed my hair...
so need to wait for it to dry...
while waiting i shall watch my bleach later...
i hope i wont die tomorrow...
considering that i would only have 4 hours of sleep later...
haha...
oh well...
there is still coffee to help...
LOL...
still havnt got my stuff yet...
must find it soon...
haha...
went for the polytechnic forum interview today...
my 1st time writing essay since i graduated from phs...
haha...
oh well...
i am crapping...
brain not functioning properly already...
i free next week...
just in case people who thinks i ditched them for the past week also wanna ask me out...
haha...
okay...
off to my bleach...
wishing;
02:05
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
my blog seems to be the only that is still alive???
though my tagboars died a long LONG time ago...
it's not like the rest is much of a difference???
haha...
while waiting for my bleach to buff...
i shall talk about what happen today...
basically...
today was boring...
seriously boring...
and as usual...
it picks up when i was about to leave...
oh man...
haha...
oh well...
while waiting for joyce...
i went to the library...
dropped my books off...
stayed to read books for awhile...
went for dinner at far east with joyce...
oh man my bleach is buffering so slowly...
maybe i should watch it on fri day morning instead...
haha...
my hair aint dry yet...
cant sleep...
oh yeah...
i keep on taking in water today...
lets see...
i had 2 cups of green tea during dinner...
didnt finish my rice...
but i totally finish the soup and tea...
zZz...
oh yeah...
i think i am getting fat...
my dinner is always in pairs...
omg???
when i got home...
dad wanted me to go out to buy some meat dishes...
i went...
and bought orange juice too...
zZz...
had mainly soup for dinner...
after that i had 1 cup of water...
then about another 1/3...
all this was done in 3 hours...
anyway having dma tomorrow...
vista!!!
yay...
no codes or quotes from zee today...
wishing;
21:49
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
what's up with everyone and my recent post phrase...
action=reaction???
i'm wondering if it is a good thing or bad x))
anyway...
today's art work of my own...
is my blog entry from 26 march 07...
since i'm not that good with art...
i decided to use writings...
donno if it's a good choice...
but oh well...
haha...
i'll see what the class says later...
going to crash mj's class again...
haha...
i'll be back later for more...
[edited]
having ut soon...
history of arts...
i didnt really study much...
technically i didnt even study for it...
haha...
my faci going through pp now...
yippie...
haha...
i am hungry...
but i dont think i'll eat...
wonder if i should go cycling...
we'll see...
wishing;
11:59
Monday, May 14, 2007
had history today...
i feel like some slacker...
all i did was sit down...
listen to music...
watch 200 pounds of beauty...
chat online...
oh yeah...
rp wireless is so lousy today...
keep getting myself dced...
and the connections were so slow...
i am like watching watching tarzan right now...
it's funnie...
oh shit...
i just read my webmail...
and i have virus in my com...
omg...
now i am worried about my back up files...
i am hoping that it isnt infected with virus...
shall check it later...
played with rasQ just now...
totally have new scars now...
on my right hand again...
nevermind...
it'll heal unlike most things...
the scar on my hand will heal...
i think i am trying to kill myself...
but oh well...
what's done is done...
i guess it's my escape pod for now...
i'm hungry...
but i shouldnt be...
hmmm...
oh well...
nevermind...
i'll go to bed soon...
words from lydia, my faci...
When we look at life, we tend to focus on certain milestones that made us into what and who we are today.
People appear in our lives for a reason and it is true that for every incident that we remember, they all serve a purpose.
Perhaps it is that purpose that we carry with us as we journey through life.
Remember what doesn't kill us can only make us stronger!
For all that we witness, we carry that mark inside us, an imprint that sometimes even with time, it does not erase but sometimes it even deepens the impression.
Always remember that friendships that are deep are always constant.
i am wondering about mine...
wishing;
23:10
Sunday, May 13, 2007
happie mummie's day to all mummies out there...
happie birthday to jing jing as well...
happie mother's day to you too...
i noticed people seldom bring their mother's out for a lunch celebration...
wonder why...
oh well...
saw michelle today...
chatted a little before i had to go...
kinda my first dinner of the week as a family today...
haha...
had been busy and all...
anyway i noticed that i keep on finding new and interesting words or phrases...
and my blog entries now sound like some though keeping journal???
haha...
no idea what am i crapping...
anyway...
i saw this in one of my books...
my life is a convoluted web of lies...
which i think is so true...
aint all our lifes are that way...
its like people say things to make themselves or others feel better...
or do things to please on another...
so what???
half the time...
they are just lying to themselves...
at the end of the day...
they're all lies...
every single one of them...
every single word they speak...
why cant they just say what they really think...
or what they are really doing...
is it that hard???
i think my life is that way...
what about yours???
wishing;
21:11
Saturday, May 12, 2007
my laptop is out to kill me...
my ut's on monday...
and today my lappy tells me...
"files that are required to run windows properly have been replaced by unrecognised versions"
omg right???
i just finish backing up my stuff...
my songs...
homework...
pictures and photographs...
and erm...
my computer tools...
anything else that i should back up???
thank goodness the ut is for creative concept...
or else i am dead...
real dead...
went to school this morning...
ushering...
2 nda points...
lame with everyone...
haha...
oh yeah...
i thought this phrase was very interesting...
guess where i heard it from...
"you must be mad"
"if i werent, this probably wont happen"
i think i got most of the words right...
haha...
i was just thinking about how the phrase associates with people...
it's so true...
its like if you werent so and so...
or if you're not having this kinda character...
you wont do this and that or something...
so basically people associate a certain situation...
or a certain characteristic to you...
and thats what people recognise you by...
if it's a good thing or a bad thing...
it's up to you to decide i guess...
anyway i need to sleep early...
nidda wake up early tomorrow...
haha...
[edited]
wait...
why doesnt anyone wanna talk to me today...
either they dont pick up...
dont call back...
or talk to me as though i am some annoyant...
damn it...
oh well...
people's loss then...
i'll just look for people who wants to chat...
the feeling of weight in you...
it's something that pressures one...
making the mind wild...
what is it???
that's what i have right now...
wishing;
22:25
Friday, May 11, 2007
how many times has it been...
since people want something...
but dont wanna do anything...
and when there is nothing...
they start asking things???
people are such contradicting creatures...
they want a lot of things...
but they cant seem to get a lot of things...
it's a wonder or a worry...
to see that people...
being the smartest animals on the planet...
cant understand the basic concept of...
action= reaction...
they expect things to be thrown their way...
people are such sad sad creatures...
while being the smartest in the world...
they cant do a basic thing called action...
quote of the day...
zee says...
having an angel on earth...
is like being in heaven...
being with your angel is worth it...
till you depend on your angel too much...
and it tears the two apart...
wishing;
01:42
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
the mind tends to run...
when you're alone...
when you're with people...
things trigger the mind to run...
situation...
scene...
feelings etc...
it's part of human nature is it not???
nature of ours to think...
be it in a gift or a curse...
what can one do when the mind runs???
catch up with it???
or just let it run???
at times...
it's one way or another...
at other times...
it's both...
because you choose it that way...
or because you just cant control it...
have you ever feel at times...
though you feel happy...
there are things at the back of your mind that holds you back...
things that may or may not overwrite your happy mood...
but it's something that is a barrier to your happiness...
that's the power your mind has over you...
you dont forget things...
you only store them in storage boxes in your memories...
in the depths of your memory...
where you dont wanna remember things...
but never forgotten...
but at the end of the day...
people would only look at what they think is important to them...
not the other way around...
which is sad in someways...
but we cant change that...
can we???
from the mind...
doubts arises...
and from doubt...
suspicions and distrust...
awww...
just when i was about to go cycling...
it got all cloudy and all...
oh well...
maybe i could cycle in the rain...
perhaps i should just walk in the rain...
get my mind off things...
i like it when it rains...
on days like this...
why? you might ask...
i like walking in the rain...
because no one can see...
see??? see what???no one can see me crying...
wishing;
11:53
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
life seems so fragile...
yet it's tough???
contradicting much???
if we as people are contradicting...
guess where did we learn from...
i would say it's from life itself...
people often complain about things they want...
yet they cant see what they have...
its always going for the unreachable one...
something that keeps them on a goal in life...
and all that they receive in the end...
is nothing but pain...
fatigue...
the feeling of not having completed something...
the thing so called our dream...
how often do we grasp our so called want...
because we think we need it...
how often does the feeling of finally manage to get hold of it last???
how long do we hold on to it...
or rather how long does it take for us to go from there to another thing else???
we are so unpredictable...
life is so unpredictable...
being in control of your life is what people want...
but then again...
what are the chances this is gonna happen...
even if it happens...
what are the chances of us controlling external factors...
okay i am so crapping...
i think...
gonna do my rj...
wishing;
16:06
Monday, May 07, 2007
mj said i was like a little kid who found a treasure box...
she say that was how i acted when i found a piano score website...
haha...
thats okay for me i guess...
i am gonna have so many scores to play...
atleast now my piano wont be rotting at home...
i just thought about the times that i played my piano...
since i moved to admiralty...
and i can say that in one and a half months...
the number of times i played...
can be counted with one hand...
haha...
that would explain my excitement when i found the website right???
everyone is complaining how screw up the connection is today...
so am i...
justine's coming over later...
to watch tank's concert...
jia yan and i were hoping that we could chat awhile...
before we rush to town...
we'll see about that later...
having history of arts today...
doing history of dance...
sort of i guess...
my group's doing on north america's native indians...
and we are all done now...
slacking a lot...
haha...
so much for being in second year...
oh and i keep on worry about pp...
the deadline is like at the end of the month...
but my mentor is like missing or something...
hopefully ganesh replies mj asap...
need to clarify with him loads before going to search for my missing mentor...
or rather...
everchanging mentor...
haha...
i am like the only one who constantly updates...
damn...
i am getting bored...
think i'll go play some games...
wishing;
13:27
Sunday, May 06, 2007
i am getting a little nono from my dad...
but then again...
who doesnt???
he doesnt trust me to survive one school day with only erm...
around 5 hours of sleep???
haha...
and i am hungry...
wonder why am i hungry in the middle of the night???
oh well...
i am going to bed after my hair dries...
so no eating for me...
anyway...
went out with jia yan today...
went orchard...
she needed to get some stuff...
and so did i...
haha...
went far east...
heeren...
cine...
window shopping...
shopping...
laughing sessions...
and chatzones all the way...
like wow...
haha...
it's been a long time since we went shopping together...
say 6 months???
haha...
oh yeah...
did i mention i am like subconsciously living a healthy lifestyle???
i had cycling yesterday...
i walked to sembawang mrt today...
from my home...
haha...
about 25 minutes walk...
anyway...
better wish me luck tomorrow...
both in school and out of school...
oh yeah...
i had better learn to say no to some people...
it's not like i cant say no or anything...
but i just cant say no to some...
and both jia yan and i agree...
that i had better learn it...
lol...
if not...
haha...
leave you to wonder what happens...
rasQ's been a good girl this few days...
sort of i guess...
she's been peeing at the right place for 3 days already...
i am so proud of her...
haha...
wishing;
22:42
Saturday, May 05, 2007
my eyes are like closing...
and it's not even 9...
anyway i got home like 730...
so between then and my first post for today...
guess what did i do???
i went cycling...
haha...
pro???
i wish i could find a map...
upload it...
and show you where i went today...
it's so much easier to show where i went...
but nevermind...
i shall verbally explain it...
lets recap what i did today before my brain totally stopped functioning...
went cycling around 1230 i think...
cycled to khatib...
followed the mrt route...
reach fiona's place around 1315...
rest awhile at fiona's place while waiting for her to get her stuff ready...
walked to the petrol station near her place to pump our wheels...
and we found out that her wheels were totally flat...
couldnt pump...
haha...
we didnt know why...
so we push our bikes to her parent's shop...
they recommend 925 yishun central area...
we pushed our bikes there...
i had some lunch after fixing her bike...
that was around 2++
after that we cycled to yishun library...
to dump our books and also to borrow more...
i nearly borrowed dummy's guide to photoshop 7...
anyway after that we went cycling...
went to 174 for bubble tea...
haha...
we laugh and chatted there till 5...
then tried to explore whats after 174...
haha...
the best thing was...
we just continue down the road...
went past chong pang...
and we continue going straight...
on sembawang road...
though we dont know what was after that and all...
we nearly went up the high way...
haha...
went sembawang air base...
near high way right???
haha...
thank goodness there were signs...
we turned towards yishun avenue 1...
and continue straight down till we reach st 81...
after that we went her parents' shop once more...
chat and lame even more...
too much adrenaline surging through my body...
fiona keep on asking why am i so hyper...
haha...
walk around khatib...
and i left around 1840...
so now i am like dead tired...
physically and mentally...
but it was a good exercise...
thank goodness we didnt go amk...
or i dont think i can even make it back home...
haha...
going town with jia yan tomorrow...
she needs to get clothes...
lalalal~
accompany her...
and find me a pair of pants...
wishing;
20:44
looking at the weather today...
calm and beautiful...
windy and bright...
clear and fluffy...
i can see the clouds moving from my room...
i would say its the perfect day for kite flying...
haha...
not that i have a kite...
i think i am going cycling later...
i dont know yet...
oh yeah...
i've decided not to restrict my blog to one post a day...
i cant stop myself from thinking...
and i wanna pen down my thought and also my daily activities...
for various reason...
i wanna remember who i was before...
allow comparison between the future past and present...
how much i have changed and grown in thinking...
and in dealing with stuff...
you know something???
looking back at my sms on my phone this morning...
i realised how much people try to...
i donno...
please me???
i mean...
i am like always or frequently pissed off with people and stuff???
is that true???
i guess what i am trying to say is...
isnt there someone who would stand up to me???
tell me i am wrong once in awhile...
instead of apologising and all...
could someone just tell me that i am wrong???
i dont believe i am always right all the time...
so why do people always try to apologise and all...
maybe saying this isnt right either...
perhaps i maybe just asking for trouble...
but i don't know...
it just make me all mean and petty...
i am not that kinda girl am i???
i think i need to find a more productive outlook on things...
therefore...
my first step would be this...
to all my faithful readers, taggers, friends and close friends...
i am sorry if i have done wrong...
i promise to change...
give me another chance...
wishing;
10:58
Friday, May 04, 2007
i think its like kinda early to put up that post just now...
considering the fact that Mother's day is like next week...
nevermind...
i'll republish the post once more when the time comes...
waiting for one more classmate to be back before we start...
its a friday...
so its not his fault...
anyway...
start early or late doesnt really matter...
my mind kinda drifting now...
haha....
donno why...
we sort of created a new communication way...
through colours...
26 different colours...
see till blur already...
haha...
i think i am going to play game...
wishing;
14:18
When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice-cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons
You thanked her by not bothering to practice
When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,
from soccer to football
to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked
When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call
You thanked her by being on the phone all night
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus,
carried your bags
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding,
and she cried
and told you how deeply she loved you
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country
When you were 50, she fell ill
and needed you to take care of her
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children
And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down
like thunder on YOUR HEART
guess the title of this...
perhaps many of u received it before...
or will be getting it soon...
from friends and relatives and all...
i received it from my junior...
it was titled i cried because of this...
if i wasnt in class...
i would have agreed to it too...
i didnt have a chance to do all of it...
maybe it's a good thing...
maybe it isnt...
i donno...
atleast i dont have to be the one to do it...
anyway i'll be back later...
my head's in a mess right now...
wishing;
10:11
Thursday, May 03, 2007
i think life has a lot of ifs...
or rather i think that life has a lot of ifs...
if u did this...
something will happen...
if you did that...
something else will happen...
but those kinda things is only something you would think about...
after you decided on that...
haha...
but usually those things are like too late...
anyway...
i have no idea what else i wanna write already...
just now i had things i wanted to write before i sign into blogger...
zZz...
brother bear 2 totally distracted me...
anyway lets talk about my schday today...
went vista again...
from now onwards...
till someone complains x)
all my dma lessons would be conducted at vista...
woohoo...
with all the cool sta stuff...
anyway did websites today...
kinda fun...
joyce was nice...
made us potato salad...
had it for breakfast...
after school went kfc with norman...
had a nice long chat with him...
so fun...
haha...
ooo...
i like this phrase...
"no matter what happens, dont let go"
heard it on brother bear...
i guess it takes loads of trust to do that...
for a friend...
for a family member...
for a total stranger...
when something happens...
and letting go seems like the only way...
nonono...
the easiest way for everything...
perhaps all of us would decide to let go...
because its like the most logical thing to do...
sometimes it's true...
but how much of it is letting go of what you want???
how much are you risking when you let go???
how much do you get when you let go???
there are cases where you let go...
and you gain more...
gain better view...
gain better experience and all...
but how many times do that occur???
once in awhile perhaps...
but not that often...
whatever happens...
hold onto what you hold dear to...
no matter how difficult the situation is...
preserverence is the key...
you wanna tell you tell...
you dont wanna tell you dont tell...
i wont bug...
[ i believe in destiny bringing ties together...
life devides these ties in ways you cannot imagine...
but faith sees all these through...]
wishing;
19:58
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
lalalala~
i got someone to treat me pirates of the caribbean...
haha...
with popcorn or nachos...
and a drink...
JOYCE'S TREAT!!!
haha...
who ask her to dare me...
lalalala~
one meal is on joyce as well...
haha...
i am so gonna make her broke...
lalalala~
anyway watch spiderman 3 just now...
nice movie...
spiderman turned bad....
so cool...
joyce say i am sadistic...
haha...
nevermind...
she still love me...
so that means she's sadistic too...
LOL...
hope she doesnt see this...
or i am so dead...
haha...
went nydc makan...
seems like our fav hang out in orchard...
LOL...
had my lagsagna ( is that how you spell it?)
yummy~
lol...
and my voice sounds so wrong now...
haha...
thanks to my sorethroat...
oh well...
hope it gets better soon...
i am off to bed now...
good nite people...
wishing;
23:13
hungry~
hungry hungry hungry~
going to watch spidey later....
lalalala~
i feel like eating kfc now...
haha...
i wanna eat something fried...
but it'll definitely kill my throat...
but then again...
i dont really care...
haha...
i think i am like contradiciting myself a lot in my post these few days...
a lot of something something...
and but then again...
haha...
wonder why...
LOL...
anyone wanna enlighten me???
oh yeah...
i wanna let everyone know...
that I AM NOT EMO!!!
i am not troubled or anything...
haha...
no worries yeah...
i am perfectly fine...
lalalalla~
i am just bored...
haha...
my wisdom tooth growing!!!
that would explain my sudden illness and wanting to eat...
haha...
my mouth itchy!!!
wanna chew on something...
haha...
i think i am so random these few days...
wishing;
13:32
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
i seem to be blogging loads today...
haha...
i am bored...
i so nidda get a life...
either that...
or i nidda know what else to do everytime i come online...
haha...
i am getting bored of msn games already...
argh...
anyway tomorrow is another day...
have plans already...
haha...
i donno what else to write already...
zZz...
i need more excitement in my life...
not around my life...
haha...
nevermind...
my time will come...
shit...
beware what you wish for...
okay...
i am just being lame and paranoid...
a time where lies would rule the world...
a time where truth are bound to be known...
a time where crime doesnt pay...
a time where justice is dead...
perhaps time is now...
perhaps it will come soon...
perhaps i am crapping...
okay shows how much excitement my life has now...
but then again...
i always believe that unless you're the person involved or you're me...
you wont understand a single word i am saying...
if i didnt want you to understand...
but then again...
i am like so bored now...
i maybe just writing crap...
anyone wanna help decode the a time and perhaps thingy???
i just learn something new today...
revenge doesnt always happen...
what happens is always karma...
not that i believe much in it...
i believe in...
erm...
actually...
the only thing i believe in...
other than God...
is friendship...
haha...
crap...
i am absolutely crapping again...
off to my games then...
wishing;
22:41
my throat is killing me...
itchy...
zZz...
i totally slept early yesterday...
slept before 9...
haha...
pastor came over and i didnt even know...
till this morning...
i woke up like 9++ this morning...
haha...
i had 12 hours++ of sleep...
and i am like still yawning away...
didnt even do much this morning...
went for breakfast and brough rasQ for a walk...
watch a little tv...
and i am beat...
aww man...
i am pathetic...
i think i am going back to bed...
LOL...
piggy me...
cant be help...
i am sick...
haha...
still deciding what am i gonna do tomorrow...
spidey or school...
school or go out...
haha...
nevermind...
i shall decide later...
back with more info later if i feel better...
[edited]
ok i am back...
after 2 and a half hours o f sleep...
rasQ is totally protective of me when i am sleeping...
haha...
now i know why she barks sometimes in the middle of the night...
whenever the door moves...
or someone moves around the house...
she's totally bark...
haha...
when my dad tried to check on me just now...
since i wasnt feeling well and all...
rasQ totally barked and growled at him...
haha...
though she's small...
she's so protective...
anyway i think i'll go cycling later...
but maybe i shouldnt...
hmmm...
i'll see how am i later...
haha...
i have been cycling for a week i think...
busy with school and all...
oh well...
if i do cycle...
i sembawang and back...
love the back part...
so quiet...
and you can picked up speed...
oh great...
i am feeling light headed now...
zZz...
wishing;
12:53