Monday, April 30, 2007
sitting at the sports complex now...
waiting for the guys...
jin yan joshua n sean at the gym working out...
haha...
so healthy people...
lol...
i hate poems...
or rather...
i hate poems that give me headaches...
which today's problem kind of did...
i totally smoke my way through the presentation...
anyway tomorrow's labour day...
and i am sick today...
darn...
i am totally stuck with sneezing and sorethroat...
haha...
here i m sniffing every other minute...
or was it seconds...
lol...
oh well...
lesson wasnt that bad...
its just that i wasnt feeling well...
then i keep on running everywhere...
feel kinda bad...
but oh well...
haha...
rj today was rather similar to what we had the last time...
choose a symbol to describe your character and explain why...
kinda easy...
i pick the quicksilver logo...
my logic is almost the same as last time too...
anyway...
i see people running up and down now...
haha...
tomorrow's a holiday!!!
why do i have to be sick???
on the other hand...
it maybe a good thing...
haha...
i can sleep the whole day tomorrow without being scolded...
lalalal~
i am happy...to know the truth...i am happy...that you told me...i am happy...for the oppurtunity i had...i am happy...for what we shared...i am happy...for everything...
wishing;
17:09
Sunday, April 29, 2007
what destiny unites...
life divides...
faith triumphs above all...
guilt tramples them to the ground...
truth is what individual holds...
what makes it true is how much we believe in it...
knowing...
not knowing...
both can protect...
how i wish i didnt know...
i dont wanna live in a double life...
don wanna have my entire life turned into a lie...
all by my own...
whatever happens next...
feels like i am the one who caused it to happen...
knowing very well...
everything started with me...
wishing;
12:57
Saturday, April 28, 2007
when i got on the train...
i just realise how tired i am...
i am tired of the day...
i am tired for the day...
i am tired with the day...
i am tired because of the day...
i am tired throughout the day...
maybe i shouldnt have said anything...
maybe i did the right thing...
maybe i shouldnt have known anything...
maybe it was fate...
maybe i made a mistake...
throughout yesterday night till today...
i wondered if i did the right thing...
really really wondered if i should have just kept my mouth shut...
everything kept on repeating in my mind...
details of things replying back and forth...
jia yan posted me this question yesterday...
if i could turn back time...
would i still do the same thing...
my answer was yes...
even if you asked me now...
i would still say yes...
so why is it that i feel guilty???
guilt is a powerful push factor...
it was guilt that made me make the choice...
it was still guilt that i feel in the end...
knowing and not know has no different...
both of them kills...
all i can say now is that...
what's done is done...
and if anything is to blame...
i would blame me...
i would blame me for not being able to say no...
i would blame me for being weak...
i would blame me for knowing too much...
i would blame me for not keeping quiet...
wishing;
21:44
Friday, April 27, 2007
got school...
no school...
woohoo...
i came to school today just to find out that the faci didnt turn up...
n to considerthe fact that i was early...
damn it...
wasted...
haha...
nevermind...
today's history of the art anyway...
not much different....
but i feel like i kinda just wasted my X for nothing...
coz the problem statement seems rather easy...
its about history of music...
oh well...
what's done is done then...
haha...
i m like in the xbox room now deciding what to do...
rather i am waiting for joyce to decide what to do...
haha...
anyway...
he miss me...
so much...
miss him too...
but we both kinda busy with school and all...
must go meet him soon...
don wan him go crazy without me...
i wanna put those feelings into one box...store them...and keep them away...lock them up...and throw away the key...
wishing;
10:59
Thursday, April 26, 2007
feeling better already...
had fun in class...
presentations were laughing sessions...
they were like humourous personal attacks being thrown at each other...
only my team seems to be the quitest...
n me being a shooter...
i didnt shoot at all...
haha...
nevermind....
not interested in shooting people...
i didnt even listen to the beginning few presentations...
i was playing game...
haha...
anyway did my rj already....
the rj questions is so cute...
do you believe in life existing on other planets and why...
haha....
the initial questions was do you believe in aliens...
haha....
anyway going home soon...
i think...
donno la...
haha...
oh yeah this is my 201 post...
llalala~
i need to get some kind of a celebration...
haha...
wishing;
16:38
shit...
i am getting depressed over nothing...
thoughts are just streaming through my mind...
hate it...
the songs i am listening to isnt helping much either...
my group is all dispersed...
so this is so adding to my depression...
damn it...
what the hell is wrong with me...
maybe i've been keeping too much...
i dont know...
thoughts should just keep out of my mind...
i dont wanna think anymore...
depression should just get out of my system now...
i cant even think about my problem statement...
wishing;
10:42
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
since today is wednesday...
and it being a no school day for me...
i had my fill of sleep today...
so that means i didnt wake my bro up...
but what the hell...
my dad didnt even bother...
oh well...
brought rasQ out around 8++
anyway went for a late morning cycle...
it was hot...
i was cycling in a morning killer weather...
haha...
anyway cycled to woodlands library to drop up some books...
i took my own sweet time there and back...
so it wasnt much of an exercise...
went out after showering and hanging up the clothes...
went warren with joyce for bowling...
she tried her best to cheer me up...
worked a little i guess...
love her for that =)
haha...
i just hope my mood didnt rub onto her...
bowling was...
well...
like that???
haha....
after that we went our separate ways...
that doesnt sound correct...
oh well...
you get the picture right???
choa chu kang library is small...
i couldnt find a book i was looking for...
so i just borrowd some storybook...
haha...
and a guide to japan...
LOL...
oh well...
was raining heavily from choa chu kang all the way to admiralty...
it's been a long time since i walked in the rain...
had a little fun i guess...
i would have more if i wasnt carrying any bag...
when i got home...
i was totally freezing....
took a long hot shower....
nice after getting drenched in the rain...
i am still listening to chinese songs...
lalala~
still no idea what they mean...
LOL...
hope i wont get sick for walking the rain and miss school tomorrow yeah...
haha...
wishing;
20:11
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
wow...
i just realise something...
my blog has been going on for quite sometime already...
and i am only 3 entries short to 200...
like wow...
haha...
i love vista...
totally state of the art sta lab...
damn nice...
had fun learning something new...
i love garage band...
can totally create digital songs with it...
double wow...
n like arts has no many freaking programmes...
photoshop, dreamweaver, flash, fireworks just to name a few...
triple wow...
haha...
imagine having your own space...
2 side by side connected monitors...
1 big tablet...
2 yamaha speakers...
mac cpu...
and all the other cool stuf...
quadruple wow right???
haha...
i agree too...
i need to start reading on how to use some of the programmes already...
anyone wanna teach me???
i could use all the help i can get...
i am hungry now~
lalalla~
anyway i think there is something wrong with me...
i am like totally listening to chinese songs now...
even though i dont understand more than half of them...
i just ask justine and fiona to send me chinese songs...
haha...
i wanted to pen down something just now...
but it kinda slip my mind now...
hmmm....
wonder what was it...
oh well...
i think i am going to bed soon...
have to wake my brother up tomorrow morning...
and also to bring rasQ out for a walk...
i am thinking of going cycling tomorrow morning...
feel the fresh air in the morning...
haha...
that is if i can get the strength...
here's a little something which i think is very sweet...
my aunt send it to me...
its on friendship...
i shall just pen it down here...
once in a lifetime
you find a friend
who not only touches your heart
but also your soul
once in a lifetime
you discover someone
who stands beside you
not over you
once in a lifetime
if you are lucky
you find someone
as i have found you
very special people
we can be ourselves with
talk with, laugh with,
hope with and believe with
i think i have found mine...
have you???
wishing;
22:20
Monday, April 23, 2007
mj's jealous...
she's jealous that i miss joyce n not her...
LOL...
uh huh...
i miss joyce x))
make her happy to know this...
since she miss me so much...
and she's dying to hear me say i love her...
lol...
know why i miss her???
coz i got no one to disturb today...
haha...
anyway had arts criticism today...
it was on music...
damn nice...
easy too...
haha...
classes just ended...
hope its not raining...
i wanna go cycling...
i just fixed my bike...
and i am totally in love with cycling...
if it aint raining...
i am gonna cycle to rp from home....
go find the guys who would be in the gym...
lalalala~
i m hungry now~
hope we go for dinner fast...
or better yet...
hope my dad cooks...
haha...
i love the herbal chicken soup yesterday...
yummy~
lalalal~
i go do my rj first...
[edited]
took a bus home...
my second time since i moved here...
brought rasQ out...
wonder whats wrong with her...
totally naughty and stuff...
woohoo...
i went for a bike ride like at around 630...
this time i cycled towards woodlands...
went rp to find the guys...
walked them to causeway point then i cycled home...
damn nice cycling at night...
haha...
got home slightly later then planned...
but it was great fun...
my next adventure...
my place to yishun and back...
haha...
joshua dared me to cycle to yew tee and back...
give me 2 weeks...
then i try...
haha...
some random thoughts as i surf the web...maybe its better that i didnt know...but how long can we live a double life...the more i think about it...the more i think its in vain...at the end...it isnt about choosing either one...its about something else...so how long can we lie to the world...even if the world doesnt find out...how long is it that we can lie to ourselves...n now i know why i like one song so much...thanks to today's lesson where i found out something...
wishing;
16:15
Saturday, April 21, 2007
omg...
i cant believe my iq is lower than JOYCE!!!
by like 2!!!
127!!!
CHEATING!!!
BLUFF ME!!!
wth...
we shouldnt have helped her yesterday...
haha...
oh yeah...
n OMG!!!
i cant believe he did that is front of so many people...
so touched...
anyway...
had to go school this morning...
so woke up kinda early...
brought rasQ out...
she was punish the entire night for pooing everywhere...
which means she slept alone in the living room...
but still am late...
went to sch to help max ig...
had breakfast before starting our task...
bought stuff from popular to decorate max ig's booth...
crapped and walked to school together...
mj came too...
and she was a grest help to max ig...
she should continue to stay in creative school man...
even though she complained...
she rocks at decorating la...
i m such a failure...
haha...
anyway cab down to orchard since i was late for interview...
after the interview we went erm...
donno what's the place called...
haha...
to get joyce's stuff done...
after that went mac to makan...
mac for breakfast and lunch...
i am so gonna put on weight man...
thank goodness i am getting my bike done tomorrow...
haha...
anyway after that me n joyce had a long long chat...
lol...
and i still wanna know what's up with her and bakerzin for desert...
haha...
send her off to work...
serve you right for getting scolded by me...
for being late...
it's not nice to keep a girl waiting you know =)
anyway...
had a lot of laughing during dinner...
shared a big apple...
and i stole some of his food...
haha...
had more chat sessions on the way home...
touched that you told me...i am sorry that i wasn't there before...and i added to your burden without knowing...you were there when i needed you most...promise me that you wont hide things from me anymore...share things with me okay???even if it may hurt me...you know i care...and i wanna be there for you...love ya...always...
wishing;
23:23
Friday, April 20, 2007
lalala~
i ended the earliest today...
for the first time in the entire week man...
haha...
am at joyce's class now...
came here after i submitted my rj...
laughing at her doing some quiz thingy...
haha...
if 1 =2...
2=3...
does that mean 3=1???
joyce: no...
me and sean wanted to kill ourselves...
haha...
anyway had history of arts today...
researched and killed a high quantity of brain cells...
but the last team ended at 310...
woohooo...
that totally gave us a great reward for killing our brain cells...
haha...
anyway year 2 is seriously study 2 days break 1 day...
study another 2 days and break for the weekend...
so fun lor...
haha...
oh yeah...
went for a movie yesterday after school...
with sean jin yan and joyce...
watched 200 pounds beauty...
hillarious show...
a little sad and touching in the end...
the show rocks...
i'll recommend it to anyone who wants to watch something different from what is being showed this few days...
haha...
i shall not say what happened after the show...
you wanna know must go ask my boss x))
spend like 2 hours in the night to finish my ad for my rj submission...
the longest time i ever took to finish a rj...
haha...
my rj question...
Design an ad about yourself, making use of the knowledge and experience gained today in class. Upload the final piece into their personal student folder. Write an accompanying description in your RJ outlining the thinking behind the work.
nice question right???
haha
wishing;
15:58
Thursday, April 19, 2007
yesterday was wednesday...
wednesday is an off day...
wednesdays are for electives...
most of the time...
so if you combine all together...
i had yesterday off because i didnt take any elective this year...
lol...
yeah yeah i know...
i m bored okay???
haha...
having creative concept today...
hope it'll be fine...
haha...
sounds kinda fun though...
analyzing ads...
anyway yesterday went to watch love and honour with joyce at PS...
the climax a little to short...
haha...
i know joyce is gonna say that i am sadistic...
but nevermind...
met the guys at newton for dinner...
thats when i realised that my phone wasnt with me...
omg right???
haha...
nevermind...
side effect...
LOL...
so had dinner then went back to PS to collect my phone...
after that went to carrefour for joyce to buy grapes...
but she ended up buying strawberry -.-
haha...
went cathay for ben and jerry's...
chat and eat ice cream...
a heaven on what simple things in life can do...
haha...
the quote of the day
hedgehog's dillema: the closer they get to each other, the more they hurt each other...
you still havnt tell me the after saturday issue!!!
cheat my feelings as usual...
wishing;
09:01
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
today started of kinda fun...
rather easy i guess...
haha...
but it was more than what we though it was...
I finally got a feel of what is it like to have 4 facilitators in my class...
perhaps this is something that can be translated to my future working life...
4 bosses listening to what you have to say...
omg???
yeah...
i agree...
haha...
anyway...
this is what i told sean...
which i think is very true...
last sem we ate as a whole big group...
taking up to 3 tables in the canteen...
today is only the second day...
and we are pathetic...
down to only 3 people...
i guess by friday everyone would be eating on their own already...
haha...
anyway...
class ended late today...
wondered why all my classes end around 430...
zZz...
met norman after school...
and we walked to causeway point...
went to get a new laptop bag for myself...
and panadol for si yun...
had a chat at kfc while waiting for time to zoom by...
norman said that i am too erm...
can i used the word engrossed in this sentence???
in short he thinks i am just too dependant on my friends...
which i think so too...
and he says...
its not a good thing because in the end...
i'll be the one who gets hurt the most...
which i agree too...
but since young i've been like that...
i can't do much about it...
norman...
thanks for the advice...
but i am more or less used to it i guess...
all i can say is that...
the value of friendship weighs more to me than anything in the world...
i cant change myself...
the only thing i can do is to isolate myself...
keep things to myself...
and forget that there is a world of people revolving around me...
i've done that...
but i don't wanna do that again...
wishing;
20:39
Monday, April 16, 2007
1st day of school...
wonder what should i say about it???
the amount of students in rp just shoot up...
we were totally surrounded by rp students in the mrt...
haha...
anyway...
met joyce sean norman michelle jin yan n norman's friend, karen in the morning and walk to school together...
my arts criticism faci was kinda funnie and all...
met a new friend, asyura...
met joshua qifang sean joyce michelle n jin yan for first break out...
just meet and chat a littl before heading up to class again...
i was like totally dying in there...
didnt really wanna start my new sem with my full potential...
haha...
so half my energy was used to surpressed myself...
then a quarter was used to try to understand art...
and the other quarter was used to hold back tears...
tragic wasnt it???
i m like trying not to be so domineering and stuff...
it didnt work out...
anyway met the same group minus mich and jin yan for lunch again...
most of us didnt eat...
no appetite coz of stress...
oh yeah did i mention something???
i didnt present today at all...
not a single word from my mouth till QnA session...
my work seems to be useless...
damn it...
was so pissed...
I totally just forced my way in QnA session...
lesson ended late today...
after that met the usual people for some fun...
to relax and stuff...
coz all of us were dying from stress...
so...
norman joshua joyce jin yan michelle sean meiling n i went swensen's for some bites...
luffed and chat...
damn nice to hang out with them...
makes me forget about the day i had...
oo...
tell u guys a joke...
i lost my ezlink...
in the comfort of my own home...
pro???
someone please out do me...
haha...
my entire handphone pouch n ezlink card is missing...
oh yeah i have wednesdays off...
since joyce dont want me =(
anyone wanna go anywhere???
i am open...
haha...
u guys make my world a heaven...a heaven on earth...
wishing;
20:52
Sunday, April 15, 2007
had dinner at joshua's place...
there were like a whole bunch of us...
sean jin yan joyce priscilla yu ren norman si yun vivien joshua and me...
had fish, vegetables, fish, soup, fish, chicken...
a mixture of cusine in one sitting...
western japanese chinese italian and international???
haha...
i like the desert...
simple yet unique...
after that went town for more desert...
i couldnt finish my mudpie...
haha...
not really a desert person...
that would explain why...
lol...
school's starting soon...i guess this would be our last such gathering for quite sometime...after sean dropped of at ang mo kio...i was listening to my music and thinking...thinking about the things that could happen in future...in our individual new classes...in our individual life...it's just a matter of time before we start to stop seeing each other during breaks...by choice or forced...because of the work that we are gonna be doing or because of the new friends we will make...this is gonna sound so sad and emo...in the event that all this do happen...i just wanna let you guys know...thanks for being there...it was heaven knowing you guys...be it in future we may or may not still be in touch...i hope all of us will treasure the time we spend with each other...whether or not we'll still meet each other...i just wanna let all of you know that i'll be there if you guys need me...if our friendships were to survive this distance...the distance created by our classes or other issues...let's hang out as much as possible...lets have fun as much as possible...let the bond blossom as much as possible...and be there for each one as much as possible...friends forever...
wishing;
01:41
Friday, April 13, 2007
well...
today turn out alright...
it started out wrong thanks to sean...
idiot...
trick me...
anyway...
went out with a whole lot of people today...
there's sean michelle joyce jin yan yuren joshua vivien and norman...
went chervons for bowling...
after which my dizzy spells came back...
damn it...
somethings wrong with me...
bowling was kinda fun for the first game...
when i could atleast concentrate...
my head started drifting halfway through the second game...
thank god i didnt bring my hand back and lost balance...
that would be hazardous...
anyway i went home after that...
nearly fall on the way back...
was leaning by the door when my knees started giving way...
bought dinner home from admiralty plaza...
reach home, had dinner and sleep...
woke up after half an hour coz my dad called...
then sleep again...
haha...
after which i woke up at 930...
with a slight headache...
watch a lil tv...
then brought rasQ out...
she was being mean today...
make me bring her one big big round before she finally poo...
thats mean especially when i am not feeling well...
going out again tomorrow...
the finale of the dinner gathering...
haha...
dont know what to call it...
i'll be back with more news tomorrow...
wishing;
23:37
does friday the 13 have any effect on people???
be it physically, mentally or any other aspect???
this is so not happening...
i m like still having dizzy spells and stuff...
things happen that i know...
but things like this dont happen together...
am i the only one that is left out on anything???
you guys cant do this man...
not when school is gonna start...
i dont know what to say to everyone...
its not that i think anyone is right or wrong...
everyone is entitled to his or her own opinion...
and blogging is public...
everyone is allowed to pen down their thought regarding any issues...
except politically sensitive issues if you do not want to be throw to jail or something...
i would not say anything to offend or defend anyone...
no i will not...
but atleast let me know what's going on...
it cant be overnight and the world revolving on me turn up side down...
i feel like just running...
get myself involve with stuff...
so that i wont need to answer anything to anyone...
people are bound to ask...
i dont wanna answer...
i feel like saying josh can you just hook me up with the interview...
and work like an ox in any job till things cooled down...
wishing;
10:47
Thursday, April 12, 2007
its like raining here...
and i m stuck at home...
woke cymon up in the morning...
and i fell asleep after that...
haha...
woke up 11 plus and brought rasQ out...
was suppose to go east coast park...
seriously wished we did...
but mother nature didnt want us to have fun...
thats so mean...
so decided to have erm...
tea???
chicken rice...
haha...
since we cant make it for lunch or dinner...
decided to go around 3...
i think after that i am not going movie already...
haha...
i wanna enjoy the silence at home...
i cant wait for school to start...
i just cant wait to get myself all tied up with things...
you're one hell of a liar...talk about being good friends and stuff...i didnt pull myself away...you pushed me away...and i am fine with it okay...always thinking i am hiding things from you...as if...more like you're the one doing it...
wishing;
13:32
today's phs' syf...
kinda regretted not going...
o well...
who asked me to fall asleep...
and woke up at the time where they are scheduled for performing...
was kinda lazy when i woke up in the morning...
end up not meeting jolene partyly because of cymon...
feel kinda bad...
after i still continue to sleep >.<
yeah yeah i know it's mean of me...
but i just feel like sleeping...
woke up to cook lunch...
eat and sleep again...
haha...
went to phs to find them...
had dinner with them...
gratz to phs for getting a bronze...
it was a tough syf this year...
and you guys manage to pull through...
proud of you guys...
rasQ should be happy today...
brought her out 2 times...
almost 7 am...
6++pm...
and 11pm...
and as usual...
she's sleeping comfortably on my bed already...
haha...
i am seriously proud of her today...
she didnt mess up the kitchen much...
only once...
and that's good...
keep this up and she wont get scolded anymore...
maybe we're on the boat...maybe we aren't...but this is what i'll say...i can and i will face whatever life throws at me...and stare back with a smile...
wishing;
01:00
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
lalalala~
went out today...
orchard with joyce...
i first time withdraw so much from my acc...
just for myself...
haha...
stop by at bishan on the way to orchard...
talked to cs and bought chocolates for them...
went orchard and it rained...
zZz...
but it didnt spoil the day that much...
went paragon makan...
sushi tei...
yummy...
haha...
then went taka jalan jalan...
after that went back paragon for desert...
my stomache was totally stretched today...
haha...
and it rained heavier...
zZz...
so unfair...
got wet...
very wet while making our way from paragon to heeren...
nearly bought shoes...
saw meiling and din there...
suppose to go home after joyce went to work...
but i ended up at northpoint...
passed the chocolates to sixuan coz i am afraid i cant make it tomorrow...
ended up doing some shopping there...
haha...
so now my list shorten by a little...
some main things i still wanna buy would be...
cargo...
shoes...
bag...
shoes...
slacks...
haha...
to name a few....
lol...
i think i'll bring rasQ out later...
say midnight???
haha...
she's having fun playing with her toy now...
u decide if you wanna let me know...u decide when you wanna let me know...
wishing;
22:22
Monday, April 09, 2007
lalalala~
i juz got home not long ago from walking rasQ...
haha..
yeah i know...
you think i am kidding right???
nope...
i brought her out at 2 am in the morning...
did a really quick walk around my block and back...
before that went to sean's place for dinner...
had western...
i like the mushroom sauce...
its nice...
haha...
after that went clarke quay...
i think that's how you spell it...
haha...
either way...
we as in jin yan sean and i...
sat there and actually watch f1...
omg right???
haha...
chat a lil and watch a lot...
then chill out at mac till 1++
den we all left for home...
haha...
so i took a quick shower and brought rasQ out...
so i guess you could say my day was rather interesting...
anyway...
i cut my hair...
change parting too...
haha...
did it cause i thought i needed to kill time???
lol...
nevermind...
long story...
here's little something which i learn from watching cartoon today...
haha...
yeah i know i am childish...
but hey...
that's me...
so here it is with a lil comment of my own...
there are some secrets that arent suppose to be sharednot even among best friendsbut you'll not find it in my casewhatever you want to knowand i think you ought to knowjuz askand i'll let you know
wishing;
02:28
Saturday, April 07, 2007
today is gonna be another boring and eventless day...
promised to go back phs...
to see the band before their syf...
to encourage sixuan...
on her first and last syf...
really hope they do well...
busk up and jia you yeah...
after which...
i guess i am either having lunch with the others who are going back...
or i am just going straight home...
to rot...
and rot...
and rot...
such a day it is for me...
haha...
for someone who has been out since the holidays started...
this weekend is hell...
or maybe i made it hellish...
if good friday weekend is like this...
i wonder what friday the 13 weekend would be like???
not that it would take me long to know...
since friday the 13 is only next friday away...
and after that...
school reopens...
and a whole new life cycle begins...
not exactly waiting for that to happen...
i dont know anyone from my class...
all i know is that the nearest person to me is next door...
anyway...
i should probably start getting ready...
nidda shower and stuff...
rasQ is still sleeping on my bed...
haha...
she looks so comfortable...
wishing;
08:46
Friday, April 06, 2007
this is the last straw...
i am not gonna let anything no matter big or small...
interfere with my other aspects of my life...
this includes...
the things i do...
the way i talk...
the way i act...
thanks to things...
i've been a jerk...
short and simple paranoid jerk...
it's all gonna end...
i am going back to who i am...
the girl who aint gonna let anything crush her down...
and that's the way it'll be...
end of story...
sorry if i've been a jerk to any1...
wishing;
20:32
yesterday seems like confession day???
or rather...
the beginning of good friday...
haha...
see la...
i am good...
i confessed???
haha...
ok that was lame...
i m bored....
dead bored...
nvm...
i just realise something...
this blog is dead...
as in the tagboard...
so even if i stop blogging once and for all...
it's still fine...
no1 visits this blog...
and that's good i guess...
coz a blog is for me to say stuff...
right???
haha...
that was a whole load of crap...
dont care...
my whole body aching...
after yesterday's gym session...
especially my arms...
oh yeah...
i just added another colour to my room wall...
now its
blue green and
white
wishing;
15:42
Thursday, April 05, 2007
hmmm...
somehow today's gym session was a failure...
spend 100 min at the gym...
showered...
then went pizza hut...
-.- right???
haha...
so what ever we sweat out went back in...
lolx...
nvm...
atleast we didnt gain excess right???
haha...
oh well...
anyway i m stuck at home now...
coz someone came over to clean the place...
haha...
tomorrow's good friday...
nothing to do???
haha...
any1 wanna ask me out???
I M FREE!!!
lolx...
wishing;
17:28
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
i m confused...
damn freaking confused...
maybe thats cause i dont understand you...
talk bout sharing things...
not like its gonna happen if you keep things to yourself...
maybe its not fair to you that i do keep things to myself...
but you know that all you need to do is just hit it a little harder...
and the answer is out...
i keep things to myself with a key in your posession...
but apparently i dont have a key...
talk about being friends...
being there for long...
i doubt your reading this...
even if you do...
i am just sorry that you have to read this...
you can say i am mean...
but ask people around me...
i can be easily manipulated by people that i think is worth being friends with...
i am also loyal to them...
my circle of friends may not be big...
but i know where i stand...
in the end...
i am the one that gets hurt the most...
i am the one who is left behind...
i am the one thinking about things like this...
i may just be jealous...
but hell...
i am not gonna end up suffering like last year...
its not worth it...
wishing;
19:56
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
somehow rasQ seems fatter...
n i didnt see her for only 1 day???
haha...
i think i am too tired...
either that or she is fatter...
LOL...
anyway went sentosa ytd...
didnt get that much tan...
haiz...
should i go again on friday???
haha...
after sentosa went makan at orchard...
fish n co...
i had the new yock fish n chips...
nice...
the soup shrunk...
so unfair...
but nevermind...
i was so full after my meal...
couldnt even take in anything joyce threw me...
haha...
thon at kbox after that...
sort of la...
haha...
half the time i am drifting off to sleep...
oh well...
nevermind...
haha...
had bladder problem yesterday...
keep going toilet =.=
reach home 7++
took rasQ out...
shower then snooze...
haha...
should i go visit them tomorrow???
hmmm...
wishing;
12:56