Tuesday, March 27, 2007
its juz one of those days where you wake up you aint yourself...
rather you wake up wondering if you have been a jerk...
or have you been the victim...
waking up wondering what the hell is going on with you...
should you do this or that...
everything seems to be against you...
and everything you decide seems to have a fault...
perhaps its stress you might say...
or bottling up of too much emotions...
i don't know...
even now while writing this...
i have freaking no idea what i am writing...
i m like just drifting here...
dont even know why i started blogging...
i feel like i am wearing a mask...
and its freaking long since i last wore a mask...
and i don't wanna wear one...
but i can't not wearing one unless i know what's going on..
if i don't wanna leave a trail of destruction everywhere i go...
perhaps this mask is a restrain...
which is good i guess...
wishing;
13:37