Tuesday, July 11, 2006
a lot of things got me thinking...
but i m currently in no mood for any of these...
i m tired...
i really m...
i m juz gonna sleep on my bed after posting this entry...
n yes i noe its early....
but i don care...
even if i woke up later...
i still don care...
i can help if ppl r willing 2 let me help...
but like duh...
he doesnt wan me 2 help...
so how m i suppose to help???
n i get crap out of it...
tok so much u go help la...
but no...
u say syllabus diff n etc...
wadeva....
e solos 4 e piece thinks e bassoon is 2 soft....
tells e conductor hu asked them 2 soften a lil...
coz e bassoon can only be louder wif others' help...
yet they continue to blast out loud...
wad kind of strings r u trying 2 pull???
u disappear wif out telling me...
as if i don exist at all....
nvm...
u got someone else...
wadeva....
den u send me smth....
i mean wad e hell man...
wad r u trying 2 send across???
tat u noe tat i m still around???
now i noe wad patches feels...
when we came down 2 singapore...
n when we went bac 2 c her...
n when we left again...
e 2 of u r alike...
stop giving me smth juz 2 take it bac again...
if ur juz doing it 4 fun...
den obviously u hav nth better 2 do...
wishing;
20:31
