Thursday, June 08, 2006
u noe they say thr is a balance of good n bad things in e world???
i sae its bullshit...
pardon my language...
but i seem to be getting more crap...
i tot i can finally tok bout happie things...
n boom...
wth...
e cup overflowed last nite...
n yes i cried myself 2 slp...
thinking of y i didnt hav e guts...
wondering y i cant return 2 dust...
pondering on y u had 2 go...
thought of running away n suiside filled my head...
i cried while listening to bcoz of u...
i don understand y is it so diff...
y do i hav 2 pick...
y do i hav 2 b e eldest...
y do i hav 2 listen to all e crap...
sadness fills my heart if as i write this....
man...
i feel like crying again...
i m such a weakling...
unable to control my feelings...
unable to take things of my chest...
unable to stand on my own...
God...
juz take me away...
return me 2 dust...
end my misery...
wishing;
09:42
