Wednesday, May 31, 2006
hmmm...
interesting i had 2day....
hahaz...
was happy in e morning coz same group as mich...
den mj n mich made me luff a lot...
over lame craps XD...
yeah...
den e prob statement came...
n so did my nightmare...
chim prob tat we had 2day...
me glared at willy...
when he ask if we can handle....
haha...
me n mich was doing n doing n doing...
i throw a kiddy kinda attitude towards e end...
coz willy made it even more chim 4 me...
i was banging my head on e wall lor....
grrr...
den after sch...
me mich mJ n meling go mum mum...
kfc!!!
hahaz...
we go thr tok n luff n eat of coz...
den tok bout chalet also...
fun fun fun!!!
hahaz...
this is smth i juz heard from e tv
e touble wif an eye for an eye...is tat at e end....every1 turns blind....
wishing;
18:34
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
hmmm
i m in e midst of cooking...
hahaz...
n here i m blogging...
well...
waiting 4 e soup 2 boil...
=D
i m cooking tomato soup...
yeah...
hahaz...
i can cook ok...
doncha ppl look down on me hor...
anyway...
ytd so sian coz ganesh never come...
2day was fun...
actually it was boring in e beginning...
but it turn out 2 b fun after lunch...
haha...
happy happie!!!
=)
anyway...
i think this is e 1st time i m writing smth happie
or at least smth not depressing
hahaz...
its a change for a start...
hopefully its not e end...
so tata 4 now...
wishing;
20:14
Monday, May 29, 2006
i m bac yeah =)
in class now blogging....
e camp was ok la....
haiz....
don go around telling me every1 got diff slping time....
i noe tat...
it aint bout tat....
its more bout being considerate...
ppl r slping outside.....
n u peepz kip e lights on....
WIF NOISE!!!!!
wth la....
u think u peepz r e only 1 in e house arh???
lights out was at 10
n it was 1130 n ur still acting like tat....
i don care la....
now i noe y i tot wad i tot....
anyway...
don wan tok bout it le....
tell u smth funnie...
at e camp hor i saw smth funnie...
2 fishes were kissing each other...
=.=
den on e way bac....
at e outskirts on JB...
2 birds were making out at e PETROL STATION!!!
=.=
wth is wrong wif this world man....
zZz...
anyway...
on 2 e important things in my life....
frenship...
MJ MISS ME LEH XD...
hahaz...
anyway...
donno how our frenship will end up...
its diff 2 bring it 2 close buds lvl...
wif all e probs popping up....
wadeva happens...
thx 4 being thr as a fren....
no matter wad happens....
it was all worth it....
ps[i donno if i can take up this challenge]
wishing;
09:27
Thursday, May 25, 2006
wow...
i m like gonna blog 2day n tml...
coz i cant blog after tat....
gg aenon tml le....
yeah....
daddy no let me bring me laptop....
T_T....
haiz...
don think 2day got any philosophy 2 tok bout...
hmmm....
think 1st....
oh yeah...
enterprise fac gav me a B...
i m pissed la...
i did my job lor...
n more....
he gav me a B....
grrrrrr.......
oh yeah i got a dilemma....
june 2nd...
should i go sch concert???
or help out e seminar???
haiz...
donno la...
think bout it when i get bac ba...
ps[i m gonna miss u after tml...]
[c ya on sun when i get bac]
wishing;
20:53
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
u noe smth...
i juz realised smth...
during e trip bac from rp...
they were juz toking bout their luv life....
sort of la...
bout e ppl they like or how they c it n etc....
n i found out smth....
they noe hu they like....
4 short or long term it doesnt matter...
wad matters is e fact tat they noe their feelings...
coming bac 2 me...
i still dont...
i tot i do noe during e past week weeks...
yet...
till this day i donno myself well enuff...
haiz....
sad case...
juz wanted 2 get it outta my chest...
hahaz
wishing;
18:28
stupid fac....
wtf lor...
we present tat time he aint paying attention..
wth la...
den he act like he not satisfied...
dammit...
i feel like complaining lor....
He's bias n unjust....
and we were e 1st group....
den now 2nd group he LISTENING so MUCH!!!
n giv so much feedback...
n trying 2 act like he teaching...
wth....
lousy fac....
don wan tok bout him le....
so i m blogging now coz don wan listen 2 him....
i m listening 2 music now....
yeah....
malacca here i come....
in 2 days tat is XD....
i don wan pon fri leh....
i luv tat group....
hahaz....
got michelle norman mei chin n josh....
good group....
c how ba....
i go hm pack 1st....
i either don go sch or leave haf way...
jia yan.....
e bubble thingy is called self protection....
u r protecting urself from emotional n mental harm....
n tats a good thing to a certain extend...
c how u look at it....
but not every1 has a thick bubble...
wishing;
14:34
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
man...
2day was such a nice day....
it rained n was so nice 2 slp....
n e hot shower rawks man...
but den hor....
my nose started sneezing after tat....
its e start of my sneeze-fest....
n e beginning of my nightmare....
i m like sneezing my head of even when i m writing this....
damn....
sniff sniff....
how m i gonna survive 2day man....
my brain not functioning...
i hav no idea wad 2day's prob is...
yeah n i m sneezing again...
n i m like no idea wad else 2 write...
sniff sniff...
ps[POOL RAWKZ MAN!!!]
wishing;
10:21
Monday, May 22, 2006
i juz realised smth....
ppl r weird creatures....
wads e point of rushing out of a bus???
if u noe this will b e case den wake up earlier lor....
push here n dere...
pek chek sia....
anyway hor....
i juz found smth out....
life is passing me very fast leh...
donno y.....
on e streets cars zoom pass me...
bike zoom pass me...
buses zoom pass me...
ppl zoom pass me.....
i m walking slow man....
real slow....
thats wad i observed this morning on e way 2 amk mrt...
at e traffic light....
i caught up wif the rest...
but the question now is...
wad if i miss the signal???
does that mean i lose my chance at life???
at oppurtunities???
in my career???
in my life would i lose anything more???
i donno....
felt like drinking juz now....
donno y....
hahaz....
but i cant finish 1 on my own la....
sad.....
wad happen 2 u after u broke up???wad happen 2 e innocent ger i c on ur blog???whr hav she gone???is this hu u really r???or is this hu ur trying 2 be???dreamz neva come true...yeah i agree....however holding on 2 hope....makes dreams come true......ps[if time flies that fast, how r we 2 open e door 4 oppurtunities???]
this is my 3rd time editing this entry
u noe wad...
i didnt wanna pursued e matter any further
if tats wad u think den too bad lor...
1) i m not as sociable as u r....
2) i was in no mood 2 go up in between sum other church's meeting
3) i came coz obviously sum1 was missing...
4) yeah i sit there by will n mayb i expected too much
5) sumtimes i cant always giv in... its not fair 4 me
6) don EVER... i mean EVER!!! doubt my loyalty 2 my frenz n our friendship...
7) juz coz i m older doesnt mean i control my feelings well...
i wouldnt add this last part if i didnt read ur blog...
i guess now i noe....
i m sry if i was wrong...
my sincere apologies on e above matter....
wishing;
13:16
Saturday, May 20, 2006
listen 2 this...
n listen it well...
u wont hav e chance 2 push me around unless i let u...
so don push it...
i m not a dumb person...
i got brains...
i think 4 myself...
n i don appreciate being left alone...
juz coz u ppl wan it tat way doesnt mean i wan it as well....
n guess wad...
i was so pissed tat i sat at e bus stop...
4 1 hour++...
i saw 6 or 7 166 passed by...
den i went pool...
n caused blisters on my hand...
wth...
price of being pissed...
ignored n rejected....
if i m irritating 4 being caring den juz let me noe...
i don nid 2 suffer coz of this....
ps[wadeva i don care, i m beyond caring]
[if u think u understand, try again]
wishing;
22:33
Friday, May 19, 2006
yeah...
i can eat le...
happy ^^
n i m eating kit kat chunky now...
donno y isit call chunky...
not chunky also =.=
anyway...
today fri le...
means tml got church...
lalalala...
hahaz....
cymon leading song service tml...
hahaz.....
can shoot him le XD...
yeah...
e food so yummy...
i waiting 4 my kfc 2 come...
hahaz...
oh yeah...
i nidda think bout my cca leh....
haiz...
mafan....
ps[1 day down.... 3 more to go]
wishing;
12:12
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
rwaaarrrrrrrr....
my tooth is killing me...
sobx....
damn irritated by it....
zZz...
gave me pain in my gums...
sorethroat...
losing my voice...
n worst of all...
I CANT EAT!!!...
damn diff 2 swallow....
n chew... T_T
i hope it wont swell tml...
haiz...
will drag myself outta my house to go sch...
tml got UT leh...
i havnt even study...
like i care la...
tml got judo also...
muz go...
i wan try it out....
I WAN KILL PPL LE!!!!
wishing;
20:03
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
dammit....
i m like immune 2 it...
wth man...
i m like taking too much le...
n i m still dead...
wad happen 2 being high...
damn...
its so not working....
i m juz a lil off focus only...
n sleepy....
wth....
there's like 3 more days till e weekends...
haiz...
sian....
2 more UT...
den got break from UT....
brushed away unwanted feelings 2day...
it was juz a sudden feeling...
donno wads gg on in me...
because of you got me thinking...
it was kinda out of e blue...
hahaz....
wishing;
10:19
Monday, May 15, 2006
i m like siting outside e classrm blocks blogging XD...
anyway...
i donno whr e hell did i get a scar on my hand....
dotz...
i m like here blogging while eating 2 cup noodles...
hahaz....
anyway...
ytd was fun...
spend my evening wif shanice...
n my nite wif cs n beana...
went bowling ytd wif shanice
coz she nidda practice...
i broke a nail leh T_T
other than that she beat me flat
oh yeah...
den sumbody toking bad bout me lor...
i was sneezing like crazy
den went out wif brenda n cs...
my pool skills r lousy le...
i went in e black ball twice
white ball atleast 5 times...
haiz...
anyway...
it was a very lousy games tat we played...
T_T....
ps[ i nid to sooooooo improve my pool skills b4 my holz man]
wishing;
17:45
Saturday, May 13, 2006
eva believe in e past coming bac 2 haunt u???
i don...
atleast not until now...
e ghost of u keeps coming bac 2 haunt me...
y???
it juz doesnt make sense...
wad trigger this yr 2 be different???
e fact tat i hav lesser things 2 worry???
coz i got more time???
or wad???
wad is it???
y is e ghost of u bac 2 haunt me???
i wanna noe...
is not tat its a bad thing 4 me 2 rmb u
but this yr i m reminded tat i don hav u anymore...
wad makes this yr so special???
everywhr i turn i m reminded...
it makes me sad...
i wanna cry at times...
but crying doesnt bring u bac....
i wanna c u soon...
i hope i can...
n when tat happens...
i hope i wont cause tat much hurt 2 others...
wishing;
22:30
Friday, May 12, 2006
2day vesak day leh...
so sian...
every1 holi....
haiz...
n i got no plans 4 2day...
T_T...
was suppose 2 go hang out wif e gang...
but den hor...
jy broke...
jus ask hu gg den tell her...
mummie also same...
brenda finally replied n wan go...
cs also can go...
fio wan go shopping...
susan say i donno...
=.=
wth sia...
den mummie check wib e guys le...
so now like change 2 4E gathering like tat...
haiz...
donno wan go not...
they meeting at 3 leh...
so late...
donno if i can reach hm in time a not...
get scolding later leh...
but even if they meet early also will late de...
haiz...
i'll cry man....
wishing;
07:48
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
wow...
i never blog of 2 days n it felt like weeks XD
hahaz...
anyway...
michelle n minjia asked me bout my nick...
i wont change my nick until after this week...
tats e earliest...
but i think it'll b back in july...
u can ask but i wont tell wads it bout...
yeah...
its 4 me n only me 2 noe...
i'll let u noe if i think u nid 2 noe...
anyway...
cs send me smth very interesting...
hahaz...
this is a lil smth tat i find very interesting
"
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love or like
someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and
tell someone what they mean to you. Because when
you decide that it
is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most
importantly, stay
close to your friends and family, for they have
helped make you
the person that you are today."to someone
i miss the chance to tell u tat i luv u...
i regret not telling u....
i juz wish u didnt hav 2 go away tat day...
n i m sry 4 being angry coz u 4got my bday
i m really sry...
i hope i can c u soon...
u'll always b hunting me...
forever...
to someone else
i donno wad i feel...
i wanna hate yet i'll b lying...
yeah...
here's whr i end my blog
ps[if u think u noe wad i toking bout, think again]
[if u think i toking bout u also think again coz i bet u tat u hav no idea wads gg on]
wishing;
17:29
Monday, May 08, 2006
zZz...
this mornin i feel so enlightened XD
now joseph toking so i blog ba XD
lil old naughty me...
hahaz...
anyway...
i was juz thinking bout examination...
when smth occured to me...
perfection...
stressed...
and life...
examination is crap...
in sch we hav exams...
we r graded by e teachers...
according 2 their standards...
national exams however...
is not even an exam lor...
its juz comparing those hu can memorize n those hu cant...
those hu try 2 b smart stressed demselves...
juz to attain perfection in their life...
yet when they r juz bout 2 achieve perfection...
imperfections enter their life...
tats when they stress themselves even more...
n e cycle goes on n on again...
so e moral of e story is...
y try 2 achieve perfection???
e world is not n will never b....
y stress urself???
enjoy life as it is...
n die wif e fact tat u had fun...
ps[life isnt perfect n it'll never be]
wishing;
08:48
Saturday, May 06, 2006
i didnt noe i was so de xiao qi...
i didnt noe u think i was so xiao qi...
if i was...
would i joke wif u???
if i was...
would i even tok 2 u???
if i was...
would i even show u any emotion but anger???
i hav no comments bout tat...
if u think tat way...
i noe i was xizo qi...
but tat happened long ago...
bac in sec sch...
u can ask e rest...
they would all say yes...
4 them 2 say i am tat now is very abnormal...
ps[i hav absolutely no comment on e above mention matter if u think tat way]
wishing;
21:25
Friday, May 05, 2006
i m bored now...
e group finished e presentation early 2day...
so now i still got haf an hour till class start...
yeah...
den come blog lor...
nth much gg on leh...
actually got things gg on la...
yeah...
but den i don think i wanna tok bout it lor...
coz its either not bout me or not tat i care bout...
life is ok now lor...
i don think e cup is gonna overflow anytime soon...
but u may never noe right...
my prediction is a BIG
FAT NO la XD
yeah...
e facilitator juz came in leh...
zZz...
he say 230 de...
haiz nvm...
i continue 2 blog ba...
hahaz...
yeah...
tat is if i hav smth 2 blog bout la...
unfortunately i don think i hav...
hahaz...
ps[i think i m lame 2day XD]
wishing;
13:54
Thursday, May 04, 2006
e cup overflowed ytd...
i donno how n y...
was toking on e phone when it overflowed...
i don think ur e 1...
ytd was also e 1st time whr ballade por adeline made me cry
hahaz...
i usually pour my anger out thru tat song...
but ytd was different...
donno y...
haiz....
during dinner i was sick...
running nose from sch grew worst...
went 2 sore throat cough n headache...
oh yah...
n watery eyes =.=
haiz...
smth wrong wif me la...
so sad...
yeah...
ps [if u think u noe wad's gg on...think again]
[coz i don think u noe wads gg on...]
wishing;
09:49
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
oh man...smth is freaking wrong wif me...
sun i ate late breakfast...
so skip lunch...
but dinner hor...
i like pig leh...
zZz...
ytd hor...
had breakfast la coz my dad insisted...
went out wif cs n mummie n gang la...
e gathering like no gathering de...
end up mummie cs n me go jalan jalan...
e guys go lan =.=
den e 3 of us go seoul pig out lor...
sat thr 4 3 hours XD
after tat go pool XD...
i win robin haha
tyco de....
lolx...
but i lost 2 patrick leh...
nvm....
muz jia you next time...
yeah...
oh yah...
i peel off e dead skin on my hand le...
hahax...
e scar look so raw now.....
so cute XD...
lil old sadist me XD...
i m so laming now...
better stop...
yeah
wishing;
10:53