Saturday, April 29, 2006
lalalala...
i m gonna devote this entry 2 2day n only 2day...
hav u ever felt tons of feeling in juz 1 day???
i did...
n its e 1st time 4 me...
1st there was annoyant n pissed...
den came happy go lucky kinda feeling...
after tat came depression n sadness...
along came betrayal, hatred n anger...
n u think it'll end here???
nop...
i felt relaxed again...
den happy as though a heavy load has been lifted...
bitchyness came...
n worriedness as e end...
it's a miracle doncha think???
haha...
i feel like a cup tat is full...
all i nid is smth 2 trigger me...
n boom!!!
all hell breaks lose...
tat happen 2day in e morning...
lucky i had an appointment is e evening...
i went 4 a 3 round stress released...
finished 3 solo games in 30 min...
hahaz....
i finally noe wad kinda person r u...ur a coward...juz coz she aint around doesnt mean u can ignore e fact...all e tok bout not 4getting her n stuff or total bull...i hate this kinda ppl...espeacially on this kind of situation...tttwwwwwwwwwiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnniiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeee...
can we make a deal???
me wanna help!!!
wishing;
21:19
Friday, April 28, 2006
stuck at rp coz its raining now...
zZz...n 2 think i finish my hmwk early 2day...
so i came 2 blog lor...
nth better 2 do...
hahax...
anyway...
this week i 2 days never go sch....
hahaz...
sumbody juz throw me a statement....
e world is black...
so wad???
e world is black...
wad m i suppose 2 do???
act as though it doesnt bother me???
i can do that...
act as a light in e dark world???
i can also do that...
but its gg 2 b very tiring...
i m very tired le...
if e world wan 2 drag me into e darkness...
i wont fight bac...
i m too tired le....
wishing;
17:40
Thursday, April 27, 2006
changes...
is e way of life...
doncha agree???
if u don change,
ppl say ur boring, old fashion n etc...
if u change, they say u turn bad n stuff...
aint e world a critic???
so when is it gd 2 change n when is it not???
no1 noes...
but u n u alone...
changes ocurred bcoz of wad life throws at us...
i agree tat i hav changed...
bcoz of life being mean by throwing me shit...
i guess its 4 e better...
i m juz protecting myself...
ur juz doing e same thing n u noe tat...
don try 2 kill urself over small issues...
u said once tat i was important 2 u...
so i will say it 2 u as well...
u r also important 2 me...
wadeva life throws at us....
don try 2 handle it alone...
it wont work....
share it wif others...
i'll always b there 2 help as u r always there 2 help me....
4 e world u might b sum1...
but 4 sum ppl u might b e world...
wishing;
16:16
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
u noe smth sis???
i think ur right...
luv is blind...
however i m not blind le....
i hav seen wif my own 2 eyes....
e space whr luv once ocuppied has been replaced...
it is now e hm for anger, disappointment, hatred n hurt...
life is not depressing...
its ppl hu made it depressing....
p.s 4 those studying 4 midyrs...
JIA YOU BA!!!....
sis' all muz jia you hor...
wo hui yong yuan zhi chi ni men....
wishing;
22:40
Monday, April 24, 2006
i m starting 2 feel e walls r building....
wont b long b4 it creates a barrier to e outer world....
e link of trust is destoyed....
feeling e door being closed again...
this time only allowing those wif e key 2 open enters....
never will a spare key be created ever again...
that is wad will happen n has happened...
my life was perfect till e imperfection came...
all e imperfections will b driven out this moment...
n time is given to allow e bowl of trust to be rebuild...
as long as i live...
imperfection will not enter....
depression is a way of life....
it is a life only sum ppl can c...
coz those hu r depressed can hide...
so r u sure u noe me???
that is a question only those of u out there can answer....
wishing;
20:24
Saturday, April 22, 2006
y???Y???
Y???u noe wad???I DON CARE LE!!!i m so not gonna giv a damn bout it...
Y DO U WANNA GIV N TAKE IT BAC???
U CAN HAV IT BAC!!!
I DON WANNA IT!!!
JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE !!!
care so much den stick like glue la...
depanku menunjukkan kasih sayang kepadanya
dibelakangnya pula ingin mengetahuiku lebih mendalami...
pardon my language...
but i freaking don care le...
i was right from e beginning...
no1 believed me...
SO U PPL BETTER BELIEVE IT!!!
UR SO FREAKING OFF MY MIND LE!!!
wishing;
23:27
Thursday, April 20, 2006
hiyo time 2 blog again XD...
i always blog during lunch break de...
haha...make full use of e 2.5hr XD...
today doing communication...
ok la...hope time will pass even faster XD...
ytd did bio...
haha...no la... i don take bio...i take basic science
lalalala... ytd was on blood...so fun...
XD...i got A for ytd's daily grade =)
1st A of e yr
wahahahaha.....
i think i gg 4 e drama club leh....
not to act but as theatre crew....
jy joining me also....
yay....
twinie!!!BU YAO LUAN XIANG WOR!!!
I DON WANNA DIE ALSO!!!
I DON WANNA B RETARDED!!!
COZ U HAVING MY BRAIN!!!
wishing;
13:10
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
wahahaha...i cant believe this is happening XD...i m bloggin in e mid of class...haha... no la...actually i having break now XD...anyway...2day doing problem solving leh...quite sian... haha...ytd did math lor...very cute leh XD... play game n learn math XD...anyway... i m tired leh...donno y lor...irritating... ytd i slp like a log lor...ON MY SPECS!!!!...=.=...sadded haha...anyway i think i m laming le...donno noe wad i juz say zZz...btw...i still rmb smth!!!!TWINIE UR SOOOOOO DEAD!!!
wishing;
10:28
Sunday, April 16, 2006
oopsie...this entry a bit late...
haha...too bz XD
actually is i 4got la...
thurs went out wif dawn n fren la....
should b only her...
den she bring surprised guest =.=
everytime got more n more ppl...
zZz...fri was good friday...
so no sch no work...
but lucky went shopping instead...
if not i will shut mi self in mi rm....
sat is quite fun la....
no nid 2 go into details....
den at nite dawn kidnapped me again
=.=.... haha...no la
joking nia....
anyway...slpover was fun....
but next week can do tat le....
haha... mi think mi gonna b damn tired...
since next week mi 1st week of sch in donno how long...
anyway...stay tune 4 more crap on zoee's life XD
wishing;
14:00
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
i m bac again XD.....
OMg!!!! NONOnonoNONONONonononoNOnonono.....
i should start wif...
I DON LIKE FREE INCOMING CALL PPL!!!!!!!
grrrr....tell u y
after mondae's rp's foc....
i was like sneezing my head off.....
so...its not surprising tat it happen on tues as well...
i usually don nap..
but when i got bac ytd...
wif a red nose n headache....
i fell asleep on e sofa....
slp 4 3 hours lor...
irritating....
when i woke up my head still hurts....
flu+blur+a little retard+cranky=me ytd
wth...so den i call sum ppl wif incoming call lor
N NONE PICK UP MY CALL!!!!!!
GRRRRRRR.............
thx god 2day no nid go liao lor....
after all e bad things e pass 2 days....
smth good happen 2day....
1 is debbie's bday....
2 is JY GOT INTO RP!!!!
wo0t!!!!
so happy 4 her =)....
now we can all go sch 2gather
wishing;
17:30
Monday, April 10, 2006
went camp 2day.....
well its not really a camp la....
donno y they call it orientaton camp....
zZz...go there learn how 2 use ur laptop...=.= lame.....
anyway....frankly speaking...i don think i learn much 2day XD
coz hor... i agak agak noe how 2 use...only e connecting 2 wireless blur nia...
tml still hab...=.=
i m so speechless...
2day e rp it guy pissed me off lor....
reformat my com wif out asking me 1st.....
dotz lor....all my songs n pics gone...
my msn emotion also la.....
saded.... luckily got back up songs at mp3
pics n emotion wif me frenz....
muz re dl limewire again la....
my xing gan bao bei 'novel' also deleted le...
sobx... n tat 1 no back up!!!!!
stupid dude.... irritating sia.....
3 more days n its over....
den next week start studying le....
this week DebFoo's bday leh....
think i m gonna miss it....sobx....
den next week nu er bday leh....
i think will also miss.....boohoohoo....
bu yao guai wo hor...its not my fault....
hahax...
wishing;
17:53
Thursday, April 06, 2006
y does every1 wanna noe how i feel bout it????
don u ppl noe me by now????
e kind of person i m...
if u don den i juz feel sad 4 u
after knowing me so long n still don understand me
tats a sad sad case.....
anyway...had a fun day 2day XD
went out wif fiona susan n mummie...
haha....
we go amk play eat den play again XD
i didnt lose 2day lehh... so happy XD....
ytd was mi 1st time shutting up during dinner...
so cool XD....
bought daddy chocolatez 4 bday.....
haha.... not cheap ok....
i buy xpensive chocolatez XD.....
thx twinie 4 ur bright idea n e not so 'bright' card XD
my room hor....
haiz...until now still havnt clean finish....
haha.... ya i noe i slow XD
dun care la...gonna take my time 2 clean....
i m gonna join e 2 beds tml XD
wishing;
12:53
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
omg!!!! my laptop access 2 this blogspot.com is in chinese =.=
i so cant read this.....
any1 got any suggestion????
i nid help here XD...
anyway....
i've been home 4 2 WHOLE days T.T
ytd was bz cleaning mi rm....
n its still not done.....
2day i spent e whole day playing com...
so sad...coz cant go swimming wif e gang
sudden issue popped up.....
i hav no idea wad i juz blogged... haha....
wishing;
18:19
Sunday, April 02, 2006
zZz....bac again 4 ground breaking news!!!!!!
ur not being fair 2 any1 especially urself....
it tat wad u wan or r u trying 2 run away???
ask urself tat question
e past will always come back 2 haunt u
rmb tat.....
1 way or another....
u hav 2 face reality...
u cant surpress wad u feel 4 long....
e heart n logic r never meant 2 co xist
trust urself n life would b fine....
wo0t!!!! i cant blieve i juz wrote tat...
haha...
but i not lying...
u can ask me on msn XD....
if its e right u...
wishing;
20:50
yay!!!! i finally changed my bloggy layout...haha...but i think my blog quite fei de...so does it matter how it looks like???? haha...i m so laming....i nid 2 start updating my blog le....if not arh...haha....wasted sia....anyway...last week was fun XD..... hang out wif my frenz 4 lunch, www n church la.... haha....so fun.... lalallalalalala......hahax...anyway... poly's gonna start soon.... den got lesser time 2 slack le.... haha
wishing;
18:09