Sunday, June 26, 2005
yoz...... sry coz me long time no update.......... haha........lazy^^....... anyway......sch holz ending, tml start sch le......... so sad.......havnt finish my hmwk yet......y m i not suprise....... =P.....hahax........ anyway........trying 2 finish all my work by 2day........ or atleast phy bio n e2 maths....... hehe........practically tats all me hmwk........hehehe....... anyway....... hmm........ den got piano exam coming up in 3 weeks [i tink].......... still got band den my pa line got prob.........sobx....... her mama bully me...... wan her quit den hor sure break my line of juniors wan........ boohoohoo.........irritatin......-_-" anyway..... band tat side i tink still need me 2 go back during national day.......haiz....... cannot relax........i tink tats all ba......... hahaz.......
wishing;
11:33
Sunday, June 12, 2005
so happy.... muz really thank mama 4 e wonderful deco on my bloggy..... thank u thank u thank u..... muz say 3 cheers 4 mama..... haha.... wad else 2 say ??..... oooo..... pa camp coming le den hor i going there hav fun lor.... of coz go study as well lar..... i very guai 1....haha..... 2 weeks gone le.... muz really buck up le..... muz improve n do well.... although i wanna get e most improve student..... haha....anyway.... i wanna try DSA-JC exercise...... so muz buck up.... muz get below 20 n try 4 e DSA...... wahahaha..... i getting lame le.... hmm..... my junior coming on 1st day of coming... haha.... can teach.... muz teach her chromatic scale.... den hor muz make her run...... haha.... but i almost muz b fit so i also run ba.....hehehe...... hope she reading this hor...... hahaha.... muz give her mental preparation......
wishing;
22:16
Monday, June 06, 2005
i never really realise tis until 2day..... life is a lot like music..... both r not always happy. nor r they always sad or angry or any other emotion....yeah sure there r diff kinds of music.....but it potrait a lot of humans..... or atleast about the world we r living in........ perhaps its bcoz we were e 1 hu wrote music but ...... haiz...... donno wad 2 say le........every1 noes tat in music onbeat is very important compared 2 offbeat..... onbeats r e 1 hu gives a steady tempo.....but offbeat is juz sumthing tat feels in e space n deco e piece.......this is so similar 2 our life..... our onbeats r those major things tat happen around us.....offbeats r things or matters tat we neglect........for example.....when my mum passed away....tat was e onbeat.....i totally neglected everyother thing tat occured around me.......offbeats such as my studies......didnt really matter 2 me .....its not tat it really does 2 me now........her death has a major impact in me........i totally lost my motivation......i juz wanted 2 finish sec sch n do well in my O's n go 2 jc coz she wanted me 2 do it......to me, it was like her last wish 4 me 2 fulfill....i didnt do it coz it was 4 me.... i totally wasted 1 n a half yrs of my life 2 figure tat out....i totally dumb....hahaz.....i hope wif me finding it out now sum ammendments can b made on e mistakes i made 4 e pass 18 months..... i guess i 4got tat there r sum pieces of music tat uses or makes offbeat more important......like jazz...haha....guess i didnt notice tat e music of my life has changed from pop n classical music 2 jazz.... i guess i was too blur n didnt understand jazz tat i fell into e trap...hahaz....
wishing;
21:25
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
hmm.... last week never blog coz too lazy....haha....2day also....so juz gonna write a short 1.....coz also nth much 2 say lor......anyway....malay 'O' finish le.....den 1 less subject 2 go lor.......haha.....yipee........ den hor got back my report card le..... its no good...... i muz work harder.....so unfair lor...... i got study still like tat.....sobx.... if tats e case den i don wan le.....so sad.....as usual.... daddy very e smart 1..... den mummy e 2nd smartest....i e dumbest lar.....so haha....i use 2 it le.....muahahaha....anyway.....very lazy 2 write le......i go watch tv le.....now got x men....but as usual idiot bro keep on switching e channel......boohoohoo
wishing;
22:37
all about me
Zee
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i'm just a crazy off the hook girl with mood swings like any other girl.
i love my rasQ, people who are seriously my friends, my laptop etc.
and guess what like anyone else,
i dont like liars, broken promises and backstabbers.
Searching for a glimmer of hope
hope
definition
a sense of trust
and believe me
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